let's just keep running.

Closed

2010-02-03T13:18:00.002+08:00

This is my new blog :) Enjoy! I'm ditching this blog.

http://bernicetls.livejournal.com

Don't Say, "Whatever"

2009-12-10T19:26:00.002+08:00

I've been rotting at home for 2 days now after SPM ended, thank goodness on the evening after Chemistry 3 Priya called me and saved my day! :) I owe her a BIG thank you.

I am currently waiting for someone to ask me out. I haven't gone out with any of my TTDI friends yet and i'm still waiting for Jane's reply :( Just because of SPM, i've missed New Moon, Jennifer's Body, 2012, Harry Potter, and whatnot. How pathetic can i get? I'm still waiting for Joel to download The Reader! I've been wanting to watch that, badly.

Ok, imma rot now. Toodles, dear ones! <3

click! http://teenagerslikeyouandme.blogspot.com

A New Beginning

2009-12-09T15:39:00.003+08:00

I've forgotten how to blog O.O

I iz happy because;

SPM's over

i don't have to wear uniforms no more

i'm going to college, yo!

i don't have to see any of their faces again

i don't have to feel guilty about not studying

i'll be driving, very very soon 0:)

i don't have to sing school songs, national anthem and erm, some more what ah?

i can watch as many movies as i want now

i get to pierce my tongue :D if i want to

as many tattoos on me bottom! Harhar.

I iz sad because;

i'm gonna miss high school :')

Neither Will You

2009-10-04T19:58:00.003+08:00

Too many stuff had been happening and i can't take the frustrations any longer. I'm not gonna crawl back to you anymore and apologize. I'm not gonna forgive you easily as i had always. I'm gonna put my feelings and emotions i have towards you one side.

IT'S OVER!

Somehow, i've never gotten tired of Mamma Mia and Hairspray :)

All the best for the PMR and SPM candidates, 09!

Because I Told You So

2009-09-21T23:35:00.003+08:00

Finally, after 3 hard, long weeks aching our asses and backs and heads, trial examination is finally over! Needless to say, add math is screwed. I definitely screwed Physics 3 and i'm dead for Chemistry. Shall i say more?

Oh and before i forget, Selamat Hari Raya! :)

You know, some people can actually study during the holidays. Wow, when can i ever do that? -.-

Ok, so i'm terribly mad beyond words can describe. I'm mad..

-at the effin' internet for being so damn nuisance.
-at the stupid Astro for going haywire.
-my phone for switching off all the time whenever i'm text messaging
-at Kanye West for being a complete motherfucking jackass.
-at the damn weather

Yes, i'm extremely mad and i swear to God i can stranggle someone right now. I don't know why is everything going mother effin' wrong! Ugh!~ I just feel like smashing the effin' computer to bits for being such a bitch.

What the fuck is the world turning into?

Everything went wrong today [!]

And yes, i despise Kanye West and Chris Brown.

Falling Over

2009-09-18T09:57:00.002+08:00

Oh hello, loves;

First of all, trials is over! Wheee!

Second of all,

Happy 17th Birthday,

Jane! Justin! Munirah! Gerald! Maryanne! :)

Holidays are here! :) Happy, happy, happy.

Toodles, peeps.

Wave It High In The Air

2009-08-31T09:13:00.005+08:00

Hello, my dears;

Today's the last day of holidays and nothing much had been going on lately. Trials is in 2 weeks times and i'm definitely screwed for that. Haven't been spending time with baby since the both of us had been drowning ourselves in books. We do things together, right sweetheart? :)

So, i haven't been sleeping well lately. One minute i'll be yawning till i could fall asleep on the couch and the next minute in bed, i could hardly close my eyes. Not only that, been getting loads of weird dreams. Mom said, "Try dreaming of us winning a lottery" :D Haha, i wish.

Anyways, will be going out soon.

Oh and before i forget,

Happy 52nd Independence, Malaysia! ;)

Irritability

2009-08-17T19:06:00.005+08:00

Oh hello loveliesssssss ;)

Sorry for the lack of updates. Nothing much has been going on lately and i've been drowning myself in books.

I couldn't answer some questions during Biology class in tuition last week 'cause, MY BIO DICTIONARY WASN'T THERE WITH ME :'( Chee Meng has been so sweet, playing staplers with me. He's such a dear friend. Hehe, i was disturbing throughout Physics since Joel wasn't there me. I was dead lonely and Chee Meng eased my boredom. Thanks for the company, Chee Meng!

Last week, i went to school except for Saturday. Haha, yeah i know. Very few people attended school considering there were some students who got infected by the H1N1 virus. Everyday, we've been called down for an assembly and honestly, it was rather annoying. I actually thought the school was gonna closed down but sadly, it didn't. But school has been fun 'cause not many people attended school. Yes, we're the good ones who made it to school everyday.

Got assesments this week and today was Add Math and Sivik. Well, Add Math; you get the picture.

Gotta hit the books now. Toodles, dear ones ;)

She's All That

2009-08-01T23:03:00.003+08:00

Happy 17th Birthday, Joyce!

I haven't seen you since last December. It's been terribly long since we both talked crap online. Furthermore, we're both currrently drowning in our studies right now. I miss you so much :( I hope you had a wonderful time today. All the best in your studies, hun! I love youuuu! :)

Beez Bottom

2009-07-26T17:10:00.008+08:00

25th July

Happy 17th Birthday Mahirah & Munirah!

I know you guys are doing great at school. I miss you both so much. We must meet up someday, ok? I love you both! :)

Gonna take Scott out for a walk soon. Ttyl ;)

Malaysia has lost a talented person last night, Yasmin Ahmad. R.I.P.

Malaysia is not a dog-friendly country.

You're Still In Our Hearts

2009-07-13T19:59:00.002+08:00

I just watched Larry King this afternoon and they were talking about Michael Jackson's memorial. It was so sad. When i watched it some nights ago, i couldn't stop crying when his daughter, Paris said those words. And those words after Jennifer Hudson sang Will You Be There. I love this song since like, 6? R.I.P, MJ.

School was ok today. I didn't know why i was so sleepy this morning. My ulcer's still killing. I could barely talk at first but then a little jokes here and there made the pain go away :)

It's been terribly long since i've called Mary, Afiqah and Nisha. I miss talking crap with Joyce :(

Ok, so what i've noticed for these past weeks is that, people tend to insult, be sarcastic, curse and swear and walk like clowns just to be cool. I mean, what's so cool about walking while hunching your back as though you got no backbones? What's so cool about being so friggin' sarcastic at others just 'cause you think it's amazingly funny? BOOHOO! It's not. I admit, i was extremely sarcastic when i first moved here but, i'm still working on it. Well, i admitted, did i? :) Joel gave me a long, hard lecture about my act when i came here. I got him to thank for.

Oh, whatever. What am i complaining about?

Oh God, please make the haze go away :(

Hold It!

2009-07-06T18:34:00.005+08:00

"I'm sorry for recalling what happened. I just couldn't help myself. You're not in my shoes you wouldn't know how i feel everytime you mentioned him and her. Everytime i see people with similar faces i would just freeze on that very spot. Call me a drama queen, i don't give a crap. For all you know, i just can't forget it. It's not that i don't want to, it's just that i can't! But nothing can ever changed the past. But they don't seem to pass on like a flock of birds flying to the south when it's winter. I'm sorry"

I didn't get chosen for NS! :) But baby did. I'm more upset than he is. Let's just hope he'll get picked on the first batch. Honestly, i don't mind going.

Yesterday we went to the Cheer '09. Cyclonez and Sparkz did their best. I'm surprised Xavier didn't at least, get a runner-up.

It's already the month of July :/ Time's flying really, really fast. I decided to call my dear Nadiah, Noddy :) She and i were talking about MJ this morning, considering we had nothing better to do. Yes, we miss him very much.

It's just a random post. I don't want my blog to look dead :P

Wonders

2009-06-28T14:24:00.002+08:00

When i went to school last Thursday, Danial came up to me and said, "Oh, Michael Jackson died." At first i didn't believe but then i looked up to Joel and he was like, "Yeah he died." I don't know why i'm pretty shocked about his death till now. He was only 50 :( So young. Like Elvis. He will be missed and remembered. I'm in love with his songs since 6, i think? But despite his scandals, plastic surgeries and weird behaviours, he's still the best dancer and singer i've known. I pity him more than despising him. Then, Farah Fawcette died 5 hours later after MJ's death. What a gloomy day in Hollywood that day.

Yeah, so i was dead bored at school these past few days. Picture days were on Wednesday and Thursday and we didn't study much for a couple of days. I've been a little off mood lately. I want baby here now :( Well, at least we got some time together at school yesterday considering there were no studies. Hee :)

R.I.P.

Kissing You Goodbye

2009-06-21T10:50:00.002+08:00

Hello dear loveliess,

School was ok this week. Somehow the closer it is to exams the lazier i'll get. I don't know why. Earlier this year i kept studying and now i feel like my ass is growing bigger every second :O

So, my results were a total flop. I still don't understand how the hell could i get so low for my Physics and Biology when i studied like shit for both those subjects. Screw Chemistry. I'm dead anyways. But i know i gotta buck up this instant if i wanna do well in trials and SPM. Mom's thinking of putting me in KDU but it's expensive and i really don't mind HELP although the location of the college's funny.

Every little things you said and done, i will never forget.

There's no point grieving over the past for it is gone.

There's no point troubling our minds about the future for it has yet to come.

Live in the present to the fullest and make it worth remembering.

iLy.

Hoping It Will Stay This Way

2009-06-17T18:45:00.002+08:00

School was fun today! :)
Results were a flop.
An ice-blended mocha is what i need at the moment.

Clean & Dry

2009-06-12T16:40:00.006+08:00

Hello, :)

So nothing much happened during the holidays. As usual. Stayed at home after i screwed the day out with Afiqah :( We go out another day, no? Hee. Anyways, you know what i've just realized?

Malaysian toilets are NEVER clean! And if you want clean toilets, you gotta pay. Gosh, we need 2 bucks just to do our business. I mean, what the fuck.

Malaysian toilets are either clean and wet, or dirty and dry. Clean in the sense that there are no dirt around the toilet seats. The toilets will be wet with water all over the floor. And it'll stink, pretty bad. How come we don't have clean public toilets? When i was on my way to JB, my fam and i stopped at a rest house and the toilet stink like no one's business and it was wet. Yes, i hate wet toilets. I like my feet and shoes to be dry thanks. School toilets are the worst! Don't some people know how the word, "FLUSH" works? I mean, is it that hard to pull the effin' flush? Yeah, we're gonna waste tons of energy by doing that. The stench makes me hurl, and i swear i could throw up in there, anytime. I don't understand is it that difficult to keep the bathroom, at least dry? Even the sinks are filthy! Gosh! If you want clean, dry and odourless toilets, you gotta pay just to do your job. What the hell. Some people, after doing their business, they don't wash their hands! It's so effin' disgusting! Does it kill to wash their hands? Eew, i can't imagine that. You might think that i'm making a huge fuss just for people not washing their hands but imagine this; You're gonna meet a friend and that friend happened to came out from the bathroom without washing his/her hands and you shook his/her hands. You didn't even know whether he/she did the first business or the second. Urgh, the filth that has just been transferred to your hands.

I certainly don't understand what's so hard about keeping the toilets clean and why do some people have to step on the toilet bowl to do their jobs. I'll be laughing my ass off if their legs get stuck into the toilet bowl. Other countries can maintain the cleanliness of their bathrooms, why can't we? Is it that difficult? Their bathrooms are dry, clean, odourless and FREE!

Ok, i'm complaining too much. I'm living in this country so, gotta live with it. The weather's been hot, the days' been dull and i'm extremely bored.

Screw it.

Could It Be?

2009-06-09T13:27:00.003+08:00

He won! He won!

Roger Federer won! :D

I'm so sorry Afiqah, i screwed the day. We go out some other days, no? :)

Suck It In

2009-06-04T12:21:00.004+08:00

You know what i've just realized?

It's already the month of June! O.O Which leaves only *counting the months on my fingers* 6 months till SPM. The word SPM makes me shiver.

I gotta start on the Add Math project soon -.- Wow, we're given a project for Add Math. Fun, eh? Sickening.

It's just a random post. Just felt like blogging to fill my time. Hee :)

Till then, me lovelieees.

Kickin' It Back

2009-06-03T14:47:00.003+08:00

Hello, me heartieeeeeeeeeeeeeeees ;)

I just got back from JB and Malacca yesterday. JB was boring and Malacca was so-so. The weather was killing. I almost died under the sun O.O But it rained at night so it was ok. I brought my Chemistry book for nothing considering i was too lazy to study. Hee :)

Loves!

Honey and Clover

2009-05-29T17:15:00.007+08:00

Nisha sent me this funny text message;

Before love or wedding,

HeShe

Yes, i've waited so long for this.
Do you want me to leave?
No, don't even think about it.
Did you love me?
Yes, i did, i'm doing and i'll do.
Have you ever cheated on me?
I'll die than doing that.
Will you kiss me?
Surely, that's my pleasure.
Will you hurt me?
No way, i'm not that kind of person.
Can i trust you?
Yes.
Oh, dear.

To know after being loved or wedding, read it from the bottom to the top.

"It was the first time you ever did that to me. It hurt so much i felt like everything's spinning. I cry everytime i think about it. You promised never to do that to me again. We're both paying the price but i'm paying a much more heavier price than you and you can't deny that. I'm sorry i didn't care for your feelings, and yes i can't blame you for what's happened, happened. But i can never forgive and forget for what happened, it was a true nightmare. Listening to those words and that wasn't the first. Why must i apologized when i didn't even know what i've done wrong? You changed me. I died that night. You refused to listened to me and brought us into this mess. I feel mad everytime i think about it. But we can never change the past. But i still don't know why you're still so stubborn, and so am i. Both of us being stubborn will never bring us anywhere. Let time tell. That's all i could say. I can never forgive and forget for what they've said and now i got that song stuck in my head."

forgive, sounds good
forget, i'm not sure i could
they say, time heals everything
but i'm still waiting.

i'm not ready to make nice,
i'm not ready to back down,
i'm still mad as hell and i don't have time to go round and round and round
it's too late to make it right
i probably wouldn't if i could
'cause i'm mad as hell
can't bring myself to do what it is you think i should.

*Not Ready To Make Nice by Dixie Chicks.

Baby, you know i still do. You know i do. But if time is not on our side, what's the point?

It's A Little Too Much

2009-05-26T17:52:00.005+08:00

Tomorrow's gonna be the last day of mid-terms! Sort of. But screw Sivik ;) It'll be Add Math paper 1 tomorrow D: The horror.

So i somehow can't stand people who are afraid of fury animals, and i certainly can't stand people who actually wear fur on their skins. It's just plain disgusting. Wearing something which they've killed, slaughtered and skinned. What an eye sore. The fucked up world doens't realized how many more animals we need to kill just for our clothes, bags, shoes and etc which cost more than we earn. It's glamorous, yes. But plain disgusting. Wearing and using something dead, can you imagine that?

I'm sorry. I just don't know why i'm a little off mood lately. I tend to get annoyed easily. I had a headache while doing the Add Math exam earlier on at school. Gosh.

I watched Oprah the other day, and they were talking about the number of animals; dogs and cats being killed everyday. More than a million. Tis' 'cause there are some irresponsible and forsaken people on Earth who own puppy canals and they just let the dogs breed and breed and breed till they die. They keep the puppies and cats in cages until they get sent to the pet shop. The cages are forever overcrowded and those poor animals are stepping on their feaces, urine and on top of each other. So, dog populations, over-populated. The dogs who don't get adopted will be put to sleep. How horrific! And they just throw their bodies away as if they were part of the garbage we throw out everyday. I teared. So shut up. Imagine if it happened to my dog. I'll cut those people's balls out, i swear. No one touches my dog. They treat animals as though they're objects. Dogs and cats have feelings too. These people should rot in hell.

To all animal haters out there, get a life.

Thanks for the birthday wish, everyone :)

The Scar Is Still There

2009-05-22T17:10:00.004+08:00

Just a random post. Got a date with the books after this -.-

Bio 3 and Sejarah 3 were all crap :/ And for the first time in my life i had nothing to write about for English O.O

Congratulations to Kris Allen!

Although i was hoping Adam Lambert was gonna win. But congrats to both :)

Happy 17th Birthday, Rahimah!

I haven't seen you in goodness knows how many days and i miss you so so much! :(

Backing Out

2009-05-13T18:08:00.004+08:00

Mid term's this Friday :/ So might not be blogging in awhile. I said, might. Hee.

Anyways,

ALL THE BEST IN YOUR EXAMS, EVERYONE! :)

This shows how bored i was.

I just wish we could go back to where we were.

Doodling Here And There

2009-05-06T18:30:00.004+08:00

Hello, me heartiessss :)

Tomorrow's gonna be the school's sports day and i'm not intending to participate in whatsoever. So i decided to skip that and slot at home to buck up on my studies since exam's on the 15th. Yes, you can imagine the pressure O.O The horror.

School wasn't as much fun as it was this week. Gee, shocker -.- Everyone's been busy with the activities at school and i'm like, so effin' lonely in class. Danial didn't go to school today :( No wonder it was quiet. Nadiah was busy with her taekwandoe performances and Mani and Kim were no where to be seen. Joel and Gerald had classes and the others; well you get the picture. So practically i didn't have anyone and i was dead bored, sleepy, lonely and grumpy.

I practically got nothing much to blog since nothing much has been happening lately. Imma hit the books soon.

I want a laptop pretty bad :(

Help? Or maybe Taylor's :)

I miss the good ol' days.

You Jackass

2009-04-30T21:46:00.002+08:00

fuckyou.fuckyou.fuckyou.

Down The Drain

2009-04-29T17:19:00.006+08:00

The weather's been effin' hot i can die right now :/

While looking through some TTDI photos, i found theseeeeee! :D

Edisons :)

Audrey, Danesh and i ( i totally forgotten about this )

Me sweetie, Afiqah

Me mommy, Nisha

Seng Fatt, Danesh and Chong

form 2 :'(

Joyce Anthony :)

Danesh, Afiqah and i

Nav! :D heee

Form 3

Maryanne and Rahimah :)

Rahimah and the oh-so-chubby me

It'll Never Heal

2009-04-22T19:07:00.006+08:00

Just wanna thank the people who helped me for these past few days. It's been rough. Honestly, i really wouldn't know what to do without you guys. I'm sorry if i've been such trouble lately. And i really appreciate you guys listening to every crap and shit that has been happening in my life. It has been a roller-coaster ride for me. I just needed someone to talk to considering i don't really have anyone at school.

I'm sick and tired putting a fake smile and laugh on my face every single time. Acting as if you're happy and you got nothing else on your mind, doesn't help sometimes. You look around, and you can see these happy faces. You look at yourself in the mirror thinking, "Why can't i be like them?" Maybe i'm being an idiot since i've been a little anti-social since i got here but, what the hell. Everyone i used to know, they don't know me anymore. I used to shout, laughed my lungs out, being so talkative in class but now, even i don't remember myself; When have i actually shouted and laughed my lungs out? When was the last time i used to talk without a full stop? *smirk* Even i don't remember.

Yes i'm staying strong for us, baby. We'll go around the rock together.

Thank you for your prayers, Joyce.

And to the others, thank you for everything.

I love you guys. Yes Mary, you too :)

Oh my, oh my. APRIL'S FINISHING SOON! :O

Why must time fly so fast? :'(

P for Pathetic

2009-04-18T12:00:00.004+08:00

School has been awesome this week! :) All thanks to my lovely, Nadiah.

Somehow this year i feel like i have no social life. Was supposed to go out with Frisha, Joel, Danial, Gerald and Arifin but Frisha and Joel couldn't go so we cancelled the whole thing. I can't even go out. How pathetic can life get?

Yes Mei Wei, you better get many many pictures at Lee Hom's concert :( Me wanna go.

Thank you Mary and Pauline for making my night last night less suck. It's been an awful night last night. Really appreaciate it you guys. Mary's gonna be holy when she gets back from church camp. Nah, that'll never happen :) Remember what Audrey, Joyce and i did to you, Mary? Heee :) You should thank us.

As happy as i may sound, i'm not. I miss hanging out with Mary. I want Joyce to come back from Aussie. I wanna go out with Afiqah and Rahimah. I miss the twins.

Basically, i miss them very much :(

Get well soon, baby.

It's Been Terribly Long

2009-04-06T16:20:00.005+08:00

I wanna go to David Archuleta and Lee Hom's concert :'(

Gah! I haven't been feeling myself lately. Even Jackie told me to chill. Oh, life sucks.

Yes, i'm extremely and terribly bored right now and i gotta hit the books soon.

Have you ever wondered whether it was the right thing to do after you get involved into anything?

Looking back, it wasn't.

I miss you, baby.

Those were the days :)

I miss you guys! :'(

Holding On

2009-04-03T17:04:00.004+08:00

Yes, i've changed my blog skin, again :) And i think i'm sticking to this for now. Heee!

Anyways, everything's been a complete mess lately. I'm stressing out due to SPM and some other personal reasons. Honestly, i could just pass out any moment now. It's frightening sometimes O.O when you don't get things your way. Oh how frustrating!!

It's already April and i'm like freaking out 'cause SPM's in November and there's seriously no more time. I gotta slow down on the computer and text messaging. Gah! Life sucks. I can't even get tickets to David Archuleta's concert. How pathetic can i get?! Oh fuuuuuuuuck. Lee Hom's having a concert as well and i wanna go with Joel :(

I feel miserable. Not to mention upset. I don't wanna talk about it.

I HATE LIFE.

I love you, baby.

Sealed Lips

2009-04-01T19:08:00.005+08:00

Everyone's been such a bitch lately. I mean literally.

The world's a damned place. Fuck it.

Oh and Happy April's Fool, asses. And happy birthday, dad :)

I Need Sweets :(

2009-03-29T00:27:00.002+08:00

Hello, hello! :)

Well, this whole week of school has been a complete waste of time! We hardly studied. And the reason why i bother going was because of my results and boy, do i suck in Chemistry and Bio O.O Shit shit i'm screwed!!!

Anyways, life has been a complete mess this week and i'm not too happy about it. GOSH!! I hate life sometimes. Sorry to say.

Oh well, life goes on. Catcha loveliess later! :)

EARTH HOUR WAS A FAILURE IN MY OPINION.

He's Old!

2009-03-29T00:19:00.004+08:00

Happy 17th Birthday, Chee Meng!

26th March

Oh my gosh, i can't believe you're already 17! Dang O.O It seemed like only yesterday you and i were in 6 Arif laughing with Hui Yew and Sin Chuen. Hahaha, good times. Thanks for being an awesome friend and i wanna thank you again for always being there for me and giving me great advice :) Really appreciate them. Hope you had a great birthday! :) Love ya!

Sorry about the picture. Hee! Jane's gonna kill me O.O

Stoned

2009-03-22T19:56:00.001+08:00

School starts again tomorrow :(

Happy 6th Birthday, Serafina :)

Lots of love.

Honourable Speakers

2009-03-21T19:14:00.001+08:00

Scott got a haircut! :)

I love his little shoes. Heee :D

Leaving for the orchestra in 15 minutes.

Till then, me loveliesss :)

Finally, It's Done!

2009-03-21T01:19:00.002+08:00

Thank you, Audrey and Mei Wei :) for helping me with my blog.
I love, love, love :D

Me love you both big times!

Loves!

Craving For More

2009-03-17T12:55:00.002+08:00

i miss you :(

A Peace of Joint

2009-03-14T22:21:00.009+08:00

Hello, me loveliessss ;)

March test is finally done. So now i'm looking forward for the mid-terms. Yay! -.- I totally screwed Chemistry and Bio. And i also screwed the graph in Add Math. I'm screwed O.O We got one week school hollies now and i need time to buck up on my form 4 syllabus or i swear i'm dead for good.

Few days ago were the results for the 2008 SPMers;

Congratulations to all 2008 SPMers! :) Especially to the ones who scored straight A's. Especially to you, Kim Heng :)

I felt odd when i saw some of them crying. Tears of joy, tears of sorrow.

I just feel like getting away from here with you.
Anywhere doesn't matter as long as i'm with you.
I can't take it anymore. It's just too much.
The screaming, the yelling. I hate it!

Favourable Horses

2009-03-09T21:22:00.006+08:00

Well, tomorrow's gonna be BM, Mod. Math and Moral. Hohoho, Moral -.- anywho, i'll be sitting for the March exams the whole week so, yeah. I'm screwed. Like you care.

So Saturday morning. Before that, I would like to thank Mary for borrowing me her school shirt and dumping me for ******* after that and i would also like to thank Suren for helping me getting passed the discipline teacher :) How frustrating. She questioned too much. I should've said i wanted to burn the school to the ground -.- Anyways, Suren helped me passed through and goodness knows how Joel managed to sneaked in without the teacher noticing. Anyways, i finally got to meet up with many many of the primary schoolmates. "Oh, Bernice Tan!" they must say.

FranciskaBernice

*hugs*

you know, we have something similar after 5 years not seeing each other.

you realized it too?

yeah, nice braces.

Yvonne showed Joel and i around. Finally got to meet up with Ann Huei and Keeren :) But the sad thing was, Brandon, Nikesh and Sin Chuen weren't there. Pity. Moving on, Yew Weng was also there and Hui Yew came jumping in front of me. Yew Weng, Hui Yew, Joel, Franciska and i laughed like mad. Hahaha, Hui Yew. Samantha, Lee Wei, Lavennash, Meng Yee and Shahrul were there too. It was fun. Then Joel and i had a very hard time getting out from the school. Students wearing the school shirt aren't allowed to go out till 12. Ahhh! I was wearing another white shirt inside so Keeren showed me where the girls' room is. You need a prefect with you to use the toilet. AH! I need a prefect with me to pee! Grand. So Joel and i finally got out, thanks to Keeren and another indian dude whom i've forgotten your name :) Yes, Franciska. We should really go out :D

Till then, me loveliessss :)

Hell On Earth

2009-03-06T18:53:00.006+08:00

Hello, me loveliessss ;)

I've been feeling extremely frustrated lately. Schools and exams - They've been tormenting my life for the past 11 years. I just feel like this year, i got nothing else better to do other than studying, studying and studying. School has been a real drag lately. Like today, i don't remember studying at all :O I don't see the point going to school anymore. The only reason why i go to school is to just get on with Modern Math and Add Math and i don't regret it :) Exam's next week and i seriously gotta buck up with Biology and History.
These two kill :/

I was supposed to go to SMKTBM sports day tomorrow but Mary called and told me that outsiders aren't allowed in -.- Well, i don't care i'll be going anyways. It's been long since i saw Nikesh, Kar Ting, Chin, Mary, Keeren, Hui Yew and the rest of my primary besties :) Well anyways, Mary told me that theywill be bringing their school t-shirts for me and Joel just in case. Gosh, they're so niceee :D Oh God, help us out tomorrow.

As for now, tuition's starting in half and hour's times so that's all for now me loveliess :)

Loves!

Jiggled Up

2009-02-24T15:41:00.012+08:00

School was as usual, tiring and suffocating. Exam's like, in 2 weeks and seriously i gotta buck up on my Chemistry and History especially. Shooot O.O Is koko that important? I wonder -.- I mean, i'm too lazy to go for PBSM. Back in TTDI i didn't even go for one meeting cause it was like, inactive and lazy ;D but after i left the school last year, PBSM was suddenly active. That's so odd. But, it's like important to further your studies and stuff. Oh well, i'll try making up my mind to stay back or not to stay back tomorrow. Haha, lazy me ;P

Happy 9th Months Anniversary, baby! ;)

Yes, we've been through so much especially this year. Everything just seemed like a roller-coaster. Honestly, it's not easy for us both to hold on this long. But despite everything, i'm still happy to have you in my life. I thank you for always being there for me and listening to every of my crap ;) and making me feel secure especially when i'm around those guys. You know who i mean :)

ILY! <3

A Day Without You

2009-02-20T18:33:00.003+08:00

A. Attached or single?
- attached

B. Best friend?
- they know who they are ;)

C. Cake or pie?
- cheese cake! ;P

D. Day of choice?
- hmmm, friday perhaps?

E. Essential item?
- my cell, ipod and purse ;)

F. Favorite color?
- black :D

G. Gummy bears or worm?
- wormsssss

H. Hometown?
- kl

I. Favorite indulgence?
- yogurt ice cream! :P

J. January or July?
- January. Goodness knows why -.-

K. Kids?
- we'll see :O

L. Life isn't complete without?
- my loved ones

M. Marriage date?
- hold that

N. Number of magazine subscriptions?
- ehh, none :D

O. Oranges or apples?
- green apples :)

P. Phobias?
- anything that crawls :/

Q. Quotes?
- time sure has a funny way of telling things

R. Reasons to smile?
- you don't need a reason to smile

S. Season of choice?
- spring :)

T. Tag 10 people.
- i'm too lazy to tag :O heeee

U. Unknown fact about me?
- i dance :D

V. Vegetable?
- brocolli ;P

W. Worst habit?
- not knowing how to say hello

X. X-ray or ultrasound?
- huh? -.-

Y. Your favorite food?
- banana leaf rice! :)

Z. Zodiac sign?
- gemini

Helladay

2009-02-14T15:48:00.010+08:00

O' Lord, bless them all.

Thanks for the flowers, baby :) i really do love them.

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY :)

There's Something About Them

2009-02-10T15:24:00.005+08:00

School today was kinda fun. At first. I was so high especially during English. Everything was like, perfect. Then later, at like 1.30 the school bell rang and we were once again, forced to gather for an assembly. At 1.30 do you know how hot it was?! We were all suffering and i gotta admit, i'd rather stay in class and listen to all the blabber by Cik Rozita's annoying voice and pay attention at nothing during Sivik than standing outside under the sun. Shit, i hate this principal. He just made my day -.- Back in class, i felt like stabbing the teacher since she kept repeating the same old thing over and over for weeks and for the first time Nadiah got annoyed as well :/

Now imma do my homework. Dang it -.-

Joel, i'm too lazy XD

Loves!

Healing Fingers

2009-02-07T21:51:00.010+08:00

When everything seems lost and gone,

I will stand by your side and our love will work everything through.

You were always there for me,

listening to me,

giving me your shoulders to lie on,

giving me a pat on the back when i'm down,

cooling me down when i'm mad,

making me feel wanted and appreciated.

iLy.

MIND YOUR OWN BUSINESS, *insert names*

You Oughta Know

2009-02-02T16:08:00.003+08:00

Have you ever felt so lonely that you could've smashed your head against the wall?

Have you ever felt so left out even when there are 40 over people in a room?

Have you ever been hurt by someone you don't even talk to?

Have you ever cried yourself to sleep for countless nights?

Have you ever wondered why isn't anyone talking to you?

Have you ever wondered what you did wrong until you're thrown aside?

Have you ever felt like you're part of the wall?

Have you ever tried to talk to someone but they just act as if you're talking to the wall?

Have you ever been humiliated and insulted by people you don't even talk to?

I have.

The Colours In Life

2009-02-02T15:45:00.003+08:00

Played fireworks with Joel, Kennard, Gerald and Danial last Saturday. Joel brought back some fireworks from Penang and it was fun. After an hour and a half finishing the fireworks and laughing our asses off, we chilled at Gerald's. The boys were playing with Gerald's BB Guns and i sat there looking blurly at them while they were shooting at each other and talking about what kinda guns are these and these. Boys and their toys. So anyways, we played twister not long after that and started talking crap later on. Went home at around 10.50.

Dang it, can't see a thing -.-

Gerald's room

Kennard pointing at Gerald ;O

Joel and Kennard :)

A friend of mine got mugged while he was walking home one night. DON'T WALK HOME ALONE AT NIGHT!

Loves!

Breaking Them

2009-01-27T11:20:00.003+08:00

This is what i'm feeling at the mo: bloodymotherfuckingmad

Whoop-de-Loop

2009-01-24T12:41:00.009+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year, everyone! :D

Have a wonderful year, everyone. Oh and, happy hollies! :)

Loves!

Tripping Over

2009-01-16T17:11:00.006+08:00

Today i just feel so - emo -.- Chinese New Year's next week and i'm not in a mood for it now.

Let's see. Everything has turned upside down.

Global warming;
Economy crisis;
War in Gaza;
People losing their jobs;

Looks like the world is REALLY gonna end in 2012. Hmmm, fascinating.

I'm sorry but i'm not in a mood to do anything at the moment. I just feel like taking something and smashing it against the wall.

???

Looking At You

2009-01-13T18:29:00.005+08:00

Survey anyone? ;)

My top 5 most favourite foods:
1. anything
2. that's
3. good
4. to
5. eat ;)

10 things i love doing:
1. hanging out with friends
2. spending time with loved ones
3. listening to music
4. watching movies
5. talking on the phone ;)
6. being with loved one
7. sitting back and relax
8. read a book
9. calling friends over to the house and we'll just talk ;D
10. extreme rides :D

Thinking 5 things i love doing when i'm emo:
1. lock myself in the room
2. taking long walks
3. listen to loud, rock music
4. ignore people around me
5. look out the window

5 things i love doing when i'm happy:
1. going high with friends :D
2. talking on the phone. hahaha ;)
3. talk with practically everyone
4. spending time with loved one
5. window shopping

5 things i wish to happen:
1. would be in the same school with Jane and Chee Meng :(
2. staying close to my loved ones
3. Jonas Bros coming here! :'(
4. a very, very peaceful world
5. getting straight A's

My top 5 addicted songs:
1. if i were a boy by Beyonce
2. check yes juliet by We The Kings
3. circus by Britney Spears
4. so what by Pink
5. butterfly kisses by Bob Carlisle

Loves!

Gazing Into The Stars

2009-01-10T21:36:00.004+08:00

The first week of school has been a real drag. Honestly, i still can't believe it's already 2009. And we're down with the first week of school! It seems like only yesterday when i first stepped foot at school ;) Anyways, we got last year's teachers and i have been dozing off during classes especially BM and Sejarah. The school's getting crowded since students are multiplying year after year. No wonder we're in the old ping pong room -.- I will not say that i regretted coming to this school but, i didn't quite enjoyed it as well. I still do miss times at TTDI, during the Edison times. Great times. Ah well, this year's my last year in high school so better enjoy it while i still can ;)

I've been meeting familiar faces lately. Benjamin and Sanjiv, it's been long! :)

A "Grand" Time

2009-01-05T17:35:00.002+08:00

Today's the first day of school and well, it was boring. We got the same teachers, same students but different class locations. 5C is like, in the old ping pong room, again! I mean, what the hell? We got like 42 students in a class and 5H has only 30 something but they get the bigger class while we're stuck in a small, stuffy, dusty room? I was seriously pissed. Honestly. Not only that, 5G is like, so far from 5C! *sweared words*

The first day of school was boring. Senior year :) but boring. We got a new principal and i don't like him one bit. He's like from the military and Hanis and i were laughing away when he told us to look at his hair when he doesn't even have hair -.- Oh gosh, it keeps getting worst. This year's SPM year and imma drag myself outta bed, go to school, come back home and study. Oh goodness, help us :(

Loves!

A Sad New Beginning

2009-01-04T10:41:00.007+08:00

I'm still fucked up about the countdown at Curve but what the heck.

Today's the last day of school hollies and i'm extremely, extremely in deep depression now.

Tomorrow's gonna be the first day of school and yeah, i'm still upset about it. SPM year *claps*

I'm just so fucked up pissed and mad right now.

My resolutions for the year 2009 :

1. Study very, very, very hard

2. Do my very best in SPM *knocking head against the wall*

3. Don't think about him too much

4. Stay out of trouble

5. Spend less time on text messaging, phone calls and the computer

2008 has been an awesome, yet devastating year for me. Honestly. In a new school, new friends, caught up with the old, hung out with the new. But i don't know. I can't say that i enjoyed myself much at school 'cause i just couldn't fit in. I'm not looking forward to go back at all. But all the bittersweet memories with them, it's just nice ;) Great people. I just feel so broken-hearted right now. Now i know why some girls take overdose sleeping pills or jumping off buildings. I know how they feel. I'm suicidal. Thank you for sharing that information. Love is blind. So they say.

Have a Wonderful Year, Everyone! ;)

Farewell

2009-01-01T13:40:00.005+08:00

It's time to start anew,
Set new goals,
And climb our ways to the top.

Goodbye 2008,
Welcome 2009!

Happy New Year, everyone! :)

All the best for your studies especially to the PMR and SPM candidates! ;D

Great Days

2008-12-31T11:02:00.007+08:00

Happy Sweet 16th, Phyl! ;)

Happy Belated 16th Birthday, Kim!

3oth December

You've been a wonderful *immaturechildishsissyweirdannoying* friend and just wanna let you know, thanks for always being there for me. I really aprreciate it ;) I've known you for 5 years and you still haven't change one bit o.o Oh well, happy birthday! ;)

Happy F***ing New Year

2008-12-31T10:54:00.002+08:00

I planned everything with the others to celebrate New Year's Eve at the Curve and now we won't be able to go all because we got no transport home. Oh my gosh i would've stranggled someone on the spot. Everytime we wanna go somewhere it'll be like, the word "TRANSPORTATION PROBLEM" will be running in my mind. How annoying can that be? I've been looking forward for it for months now and everything was set up. And now, jengjengjeng, we can't go all because we got no transport. *knocking head against the wall with sweared words* !^&@$#% Now we're gonna celebrate New Year's Eve at the club. How fun is that? >:)

Blossom Blooming

2008-12-31T10:35:00.005+08:00

Just got back from JB the day before yesterday. JB's like, dead o.o WE went down to Singapore and dang, i wouldn't mind living in Singapore. I mean like, i don't know. Somehow i prefer Singapore compared to Malaysia. I compare the differences between the countries' toilets. Mhmmm. Singapore's toilets are sooo much cleaner compare to ours here. Ok, why am i talking about toilets? -.- Singapore was ok. a night out in Orchard Rd.

Orchard Rd.

Chinatown

Then yesterday i went to OU to meet up with Joyce. We were walking and talking and we talked more at Burger Kings ;) It'll be a looong time till i get to see her again :'(

Loves!

Catching The Blues

2008-12-28T11:39:00.002+08:00

I'm now in JB. Dang, there's nothing much around here. The city's like, dead. Seriously, it's boring. As much as i wanna go to Singapore, i won't be able to text much with my sayang :( Now imma pack for Singapore.

Loves!

Greatly To Be Praised

2008-12-26T15:50:00.004+08:00

Since i'm extremely bored, got this from Audrey hun ;) Hope you won't mind.

1. Do you still have pictures of you and your ex-boyfriend?
hahaha, no

2. Who's the last person you had a sleepover with?
no one :(

3. Whose the last person to disappoint you?
mommy >:(

4. When was the last time you cried?
just

5. Do you use lyrics to express how you feel?
hum hum hum

6. Where does your grandma live?
in kl

7. Who's always there for you unconditionally?
joel :)

8. Who was the last person you yelled at?
scott

9. What's for dinner?
i'll get back to you on that

10. Do you ride roller coasters?
yeah! who doesn't? o.o

11. When was the last time you saw your best friends?
hmmmm, a looong time ago :'(

12. Do you like to sing?
yep ;)

13. Would you date the person who last posted this?
hahahaha ;p

14. Are you happy right now?
no

15. Do you regret anything that you have done?
well, ...

16. Do you trust people?
some of them

17. What is something you say when you are mad?
hahaha, i don't know :o

18. Have you ever cried from being so mad?
yesss

19. Do you like messages or comments better?
it depends

20. Have you ever seen your best friend cry?
yeah

21. Are most of your friends guys or girls?
right now, guys

22. Last piercing you got?
my ears

23. Do you get distracted easily?
haha yep

24. Have you ever tee-peed someone's house?
nope

25. What's your favorite beverage?
ice blended mocha ;p

26. Do you have any enemies?
hum hum hum

27. Would your parents be mad if you got suspended?
yeah, definitely

28. What does your 5th text message in the inbox say?
Bernice! Got my phone back. Lol! from Kennard ;)

29. Have you kissed somebody in the last 2 weeks?
yeaaah ;)

30. Is there someone you want to fight?
not at the moment

31. Do you know what you want to do with your life?
mhmmm

32. What are you doing tomorrow?
leaving for JB

33. How long does it take you to get ready to go out?
15 minutes? :o

34. Do you have any piercings?
yeah

35. Where's the closest hoodie to you right now?
in my cupboard

36. What restaurant do you think has the Best French Fries?
well, so far's McD :D

37. When's the last time you played the board game Clueclue or Cluedo?
wow, in Gerald's house since, august?

38. Name 1 sport you play/played?
swimming

39. Who did you last get in an argument with? What was it about?
my mom; why didn't i pick the stupid phone -.-

40. Do you think you could live without your cell phone?
no wayy

41. Where is your dad right now?
at work

42. Did you do your homework?
it's the hols ;)

43. Are you friends with any cheerleaders?
mhmmmm :)

44. Have you ever gone on a date with someone for their looks alone?
hahah yeah

45. Who the last person you added on MySpace?
errrrr, can't quite remember

46. What was the last picture you took of?
christmas dinned with the fam ;)

47. What career would you wish to be in?
i'm not sure yet. probably journalism, psychology or marketing

48. Do you want a well paying job or a job you enjoy?
both

49. What did you wear today?
shorts and t-shirt

50. Do you like math?
yeah ;)

51. Do you like hugs?
yeppppp ;)

Gained Another Year Old

2008-12-26T11:41:00.003+08:00

Happy Sweet 16th, Afiqah!

I've known you for 4 years and you've been an awesome sweetheart. I really appreaciate the times we had together. All the happy moments in Edison and all. The times the both of us will go high in class. Hahaha, i miss those times. Well, have an awesome birthday, sweetheart! I love youuuuu! <3

Silent Night

2008-12-24T16:33:00.002+08:00

You gotta enjoy christmas. It's christmas eve!

Merry Christmas, everyone! :)

Jolly

2008-12-23T19:29:00.005+08:00

Last Saturday had Christmas party at Glad Tidings and it was fun. I promised soy milk will never taste the same again o.o Well, all to that won myself a set of SoniGear speakers. Hahaha, it was worth it. Heeee ;) Had an awesome time dressing up Justin as Santa and Joel as a christmas tree. Gerald's mom picked me, Joel and Gerald around 11 pm.

I'm now enjoying my brand new speakers :) It's awesome. Haven't been doing much since. Christmas' around the corner! But somehow this year, i'm not in a mood to celebrate christmas like i used to be. Sigh. Oh well.

I'm dead confused :(

Listen

2008-12-20T16:55:00.004+08:00

Baby, where you at?

One Night Only

2008-12-20T10:17:00.002+08:00

Woke up, with tears rolling down my cheeks ;

Wishing that it wouldn't come true.

It's just a dream. A dream that will never come true.

You gave me your word,

And i'm keeping it.

You're Worth Everything

2008-12-19T12:40:00.007+08:00

I will never forget.

Jumping With Joy

2008-12-18T23:45:00.008+08:00

Hooray! Internet line's back! All thanks to mommy :) Heeeee! So last week Joel had his birthday party at Bubba Gump and whoa, the food he ordered were enough to feed more than 20 people. Seriously. Kennard and i were as usual, we went high and started talking crap. Hahaha, we talked to some of Joel's youth friends. Mhmmm. The waiters made Joel dance on the chair! Hahaha! It was friggin' funny. Kennard and i were laughing and cheering so loud, when Danial was recording the scene we could hear ourselves. Heeeee! :D Then Kennard, Joel and i walked to Tesco just to buy Kennard's pendrive but the salesman went home -.- So we ended up walking to McD and waited for Kennard's brother to come pick us up! Hahaha. We got home at around 12 something and well, the night was still young! :D

Kennard and Gerald

Frisha and Danial

Kennard's such a jackass ;)
Frishaaaaa ;)

Kennard

Joel's shaking his booty :)

Hahaha, sorry Joel! You know you love me. Heeee!

Well, i'm now recovering from me fever and flu. I feel so miserable and pathetic -.- Oh shoot, there'll be electric disruptions tomorrow. Ahhhh! And Saturday; Christmas party at Kennard and Justin's church! :D

Loves!

Another Year Older

2008-12-10T20:43:00.008+08:00

Happy 16th Birthday, Joel!

12th December '08

Now i know it's a little too early to be posting your birthday right now but i won't be able to come online on that day so imma post it now! Ok, so hmmmm how long have we met? 8 years! And we had wonderful times back in the primary days didn't we? Hahaha, yeah. You've been an awesome companion and somehow, you're the only one at school who bothers listening to every single of my crap and stuff. So i thank you for always being there for me and i really thank God for meeting up with you again. Despite everything that we've been through back in primary. Time sure has a funny way of telling things, eh? Heee! Anyways, all the best for your studies and God bless! :)

I love you.

Fair Enough

2008-12-10T20:29:00.004+08:00

I finally got to meet up with Nisha at OU yesterday! And how stupid was i to forget to take pictures with her -.- We were walking, talking and window shopping. Hahaha, we had tons of stuff to talk about. Then we separated and Danial bought Joel, Gerald, Frisha and i lunch at Shogun and well, it was alright. Heeee, we went high and were the noisiest there when we teased Danial. Hahaha, sorry Danial! Anyways, the others headed off to watch Tranporter 3 while i walked around OU by myself and got Danial and Joel's gifts. Mhmmm, then mom picked me up and we headed to the Curve cause mom has an interview session with a client. So i walked around the Curve by myself again and there weren't many people around o.o So yeahhh, that was about it.

Christmas deco's at OU

Gerald :)

Danial and Frisha :D

Joel :D

Happy Birthday, Danial! :)

Hope you had a great birthday, Danial.

Loves!

Getting Riper With Age

2008-12-09T00:09:00.003+08:00

HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY, DANIAL!!

I've known you for almost a year now and you've been a great lad :) Ok, honestly you can be weird at times with Gerald but i'm cool with it. Heeee ;D Have a great birthday!

A Year Older

2008-12-08T16:54:00.008+08:00

HAPPY SWEET 16TH, WHITNEY!

I've known you for almost a year now and you've been an awesome friend. Great times we had didn't we? Hahaha, yeah. I'm so friggin' sorry i can't make it to your party :( I'll make it up to you some other time :D Anyways, have a great birthday and will be seeing you soon when school starts! God bless!

Haha, sorry about the picture ;D It's the only one i have.

Thinking Back

2008-12-05T11:19:00.004+08:00

Well, i've been staying at home for the last 5 days. Got no where to go and tuitions to attend. At home, i've been looking back at some old photos and school magazines. Oh i remember the primary days. Haha, they were awesome. The days Chee Meng, Jane and i would laugh the crap out of ourselves and we still do. Gosh, i love you guys! :) The times Joel and i will be yelling and screaming at one another. HAHA! The times Ann Huei, Keeren, Pei Wei and the others will be playing during class. How Mei Wei and i would quarrel at times. How Kim would annoy me during class. Oh my gosh, i miss primary daysss! :'(

Secondary came and i was in a new school, meeting new people. Oh i had awesome times with Joyce, Mary, Audrey, Nisha, Afiqah, Danesh, Nav and the others. I miss those times. Good times, good times. Then form 4, in new school and well, i did make some new friends. Met up with some old ones too. Got to meet up with Ge Wei, Justin, Joel, Kim and the others. And oh! Nadiaaaaaah! Oh i remember the good times i had with her :D Life here isn't what i expect it to be so yeahhhh -.-

Oh well, time flies. We're getting old every year ;)

Loves!

Tagged by Priya

2008-12-01T12:48:00.005+08:00

The rules:-
Link to your tagger and post these rules.
List (8) random facts about yourself and tag (8) people

Myself :
1. selfish
2. sarcastic
3. loud
4. short
5. a dog lover
6. mean
7. a huge daniel henney fan
8. money-minded ;D

I tag :
anyone :)

-You-
First Name – Bernice
Nickname – B, Bern, B-Nice, Berry
Name you wish you had - i like my name
What do people normally mistake your name as – hmmmm
Birthday - 25th May 1992
Birthplace – KL
Time of Birth – 5 something in the evening i think
Single or taken - single
Zodiac sign – gemini

-Your Appearence-
How tall are you – shorttttt
Wish you were taller – yeah :(
Eye color - dark brown
Eye color you want – i'm happy with mine
Natural Hair color – dark brown
Current Hair color – dark brown
Short or long hair - long
Ever dye your hair a bizarre color – oh not yet :)
Last time you did something dramatic with your hair – hmmm don't remember
Glasses or contacts – glasses
Do you wear make-up – sometimes
Ever had hair extensions – nope
Paint your nails - lazy ;D

-In the opposite gender-
What color eyes – any colour's fine.
What color hair - natural colour
Shy or Outgoing – outgoing
Sexy or Cute - both :)
Serious or Fun – both
Older or Younger than you – prefer older
A turn on - great sense of humour, tall ;D a fun personality
A turn off - lalas >:)

-This or that-
Flowers or Chocolates - chocalates
Pepsi or Coke - pepsi
Rap or Rock – rockkkkkk
Relationship or One night stand – relationship
School or Work - school
Love or Money - can i have both?
Movies or Music - music
Country or City – country
Sunny or Rainy days – sunny
Friends or Family - both

-Have you ever-
Lie – yeah
Stole something- a loooong time ago
Smoked - nah
Hurt someone close to you – i think so. and i'm sorry about it.
Broke someone's heart - sadly, yes :(
Had your heart broken - yeahhhhhh
Wondered what was wrong with you - all the time
Wish you were a prince/princess : no
Liked someone who was taken – nope
Shaved your head - no :O
Used chopsticks - obviously
Sang in the mirror to yourself – hahaha yeah

-Favorites-
Flower – tulips!
Candy – not a fan
Song – beautiful girl, by jose mari chan
Scent - food! :D
Color - blackkkk
Movies - musical movies ;)
Singer – celine dion
Word – oh my gosh!
Junk food – not a fan
Website – blogspot.com
Location – kl
Animal - dogs

-Misc-
Ever cried over someone - yes
Is there anything you wish you could change about yourself – my sarcasm
Do you think you're attractive - hahaha i don't know.
If you had to choose a fairytale as your life what would you choose – hahaha
Do you play any sports – mhmm, badminton and swim

It Seems To Be Getting Worst

2008-11-28T20:55:00.004+08:00

Today was report card day. Mom and i went to school and there weren't many people. Saw Kok Ken there and took my results. Oh shoooooot; i failed add math for the first time! o.o Oh well, i expected myself to fail add math anyways. Got lectured for some time and yep. That was it.

Then later on mom took us to Ampang Park for lunch. Food wasn't fantastic. What was it called? Cozzy Corner. Mhmmm. Then went to SOGO and it was friggin' boring. Goodness knows what made my mom brought us there. I was yawning away while i was there. I haven't been having sweet dreams and good night sleeps. I should just swallow two sleeping pills and poof! Off to bed. Mom started pissing me off again and when i got back home, my maid started pissing me off. Basically everyone's being such a paranoid lately. Now, i know economy crisis is at stake but you don't have to let it all out on me! Goshhhh -.-

I do hope i'll be able to snooze well tonight :(

Loves!

Yesterday and Today

2008-11-27T17:44:00.003+08:00

So yesterday went to OU with Joel, Kennard, Gerald, Danial and his little cousin, Danesh if i'm not mistaken ;) Gerald was only supposed to pick me up at first but then he had to pick Joel and Kennard too cause the both of them missed the bus. Haha, i laughed at them when they got into the car. So met up with Danial and his cousin and Joel and i decided to walk while the others catched a movie. Heee. Then had lunch and window shopped. Mhmmm, Kennard was getting cranky cause we had been walking for hours and hours. Haha, pity. While i was there i saw Christine and Eshton and some others. It's been long since i've seen them. Yep :D Got home and mom started to pissed me off -.- I was so pissed last night.

Then today Joel came over and we had lunch and we watched Mamma Mia. Seriously, Joel was singing and laughing away o.o Hahaha. Then we talked and talked and talked. Heee :) Now i'm hungry and tomorrow's report card day. Daaaaaang 0.0

That's all for now.

Loves!

Tagged by Frisha

2008-11-23T22:21:00.006+08:00

01. Compose a list of your top 15 sexiest famous men.
02. Collect one picture of each guy on your list.
03. Post them in your journal.
04. Tag 15 people to do the same.

Yummyyy ;P

01. Lucas Gabreel

02. Rafael Nadal

03. Nick Jonas

04. Chad Michael Murray

05. Jun Matsumoto

06. Pierce Brosnan

07. Chris Brown

08. Corbin Bleu

09. George Clooney

10. Jude Law

11. Orlando Bloom
12. Allan Wu13. Daniel Henney

14. Justin Timberlake

15. Daniel Wu

People i tagged :

Anyone who wants to do it ;)

Loves!

What Nonsense

2008-11-23T13:41:00.004+08:00

YOGA BAN!

Yoga's now banned among Muslims in Malaysia. I don't know about you guys but i think this is the most STUPIDEST and one TRUCKLOADS OF RUBBISH thing that has ever reached my ears. It's just one exercise for goodness sake. Oh oh, get a load of this :

Malaysia's top Islamic body, fresh from banning tomboys, issued an edict Saturday that prohibits Muslims from practicing yoga, saying that elements of Hinduism in the ancient Indian exercise could corrupt them.

WHAT UTTERLY BULL.
What the hell does yoga got to do with religions? Oh the Muslims who practised yoga are gonna convert themselves into being a Hindu. Mhmmm. WHAT A PILE OF SHIT TALK. It's just one exercise and one way to relax our minds. A lady in the Star Newspaper claimed that she's now gonna pick up PILATES instead of YOGA. HAHAHAHAH! I'm laughing my ass off. Hello, woman! Pilates is part of yoga, idiot -.- What worship and chanting nonsense? Oh yeah, we're gonna be worshiping while exercising. How wonderful!

News of the yoga ban prompted activist Marina Mahathir to wonder what the council will ban next: "What next? Gyms? Most gyms have men and women together. Will that not be allowed any more?"

She's got a point you know. Next thing you know boys and girls at school aren't allowed to talk to one another. Oh and at the gym, girls are to go in the morning and guys at night. Excellent.

Malaysian yoga teacher Suleiha Merican, 56, who has been practicing yoga for 40 years, also denied there is any Hindu spiritual element to it. "It's a great health science that is scientifically proven and many countries have accepted it" as alternative therapy, said Merican, a Muslim.

I think the country should be focusing on the political problems and the economy crisis we're now facing rather than these whole bullshit nonsense.

Backache

2008-11-22T19:58:00.003+08:00

Went to the club with Joel, Gerald and Kennard today. Joel, Gerald and i waited for Kennard for like, an hour and we were getting restless and i fell asleep while waiting for him -.- He said he was coming around 4 but showed up at 5. So we played cards and decided to go to Gerald's house. Gerald's mom picked us up at 5 something and we played PS2 and talked crap. Kennard went high playing the Star Wars game and it was funny seeing him laugh and all sorts. Mhmm. Then dad picked me up at around 7.45 and now imma play play-do's with my brothers ;D

Loves!

It Ain't That Bad

2008-11-19T13:01:00.002+08:00

I was so bored this morning. After practising my piano, i watched Dreamgirls. The song, Listen by Beyonce is quite nice ;) Then IMed with Joyce and oh my gosh, we were talking about our form one days with Audrey, Mary and etc. Can't wait for her to get back! After that, Gerald and Joel came and we wanted to go swimming but it suddenly rained -.- So we were watching Quantum of Solace while waiting for the rain to stop. Once the rain stopped, Gerald and i swam while Joel watched and Danial came along later on :D Then i got some pretty bad ache at the side of my abdominal and Gerald left his goggles in the pool and he already showered so i had to go get them with the pain and ah! -.- Got the goggles and ran back up to the house. Then we ate, talked and talked and talked ;) So today wasn't that bad after all. Heee :)

Loves!

Rockstars

2008-11-18T14:32:00.007+08:00

Emo bands like; My Chemical Romance, Fall Out Boys, 30 Seconds to Mars, etc. They just rock. I don't know why i'm diggin' into emo songs again. Hmmm, that would explain why i've been feeling emo these couple of days. Oh, emo's soo healthy. Me like ;)

Loves!

What All Of Us Need

2008-11-12T18:57:00.006+08:00

Joel, Gerald, Danial, Frisha and i went to Sunway Lagoon today. Oh my gosh we had so much fun and i puked after riding the one that goes upside down and all so practically my head was hurting like nobody's business and still i had fun :D Then we went to Sunway Pyramid for lunch and window shopped. We then took a cab to OU and Gerald's dad picked us up. Heee :)

Loves!

Open Minds

2008-11-11T18:37:00.002+08:00

Ah! I'm super darn bored at home. It's like experiencing house arrest. Which reminds me gotta get myself the movie Disturbia dvd.

AUDREY NATHAN ARUL, HAPPY SWEET 16TH!
I will never forget the times we had woman :) I miss youuuu!

A Cry For Help

2008-11-10T16:05:00.005+08:00

It's really bored staying at home. I don't know why but somehow, i tend to feel emo whenever i'm at home. Oh well. There's nothing much to do around here. Seriously. I was watching Spring Waltz the whole morning and imma like continue watching it later on. I seriously can't get enough of it! ;D

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaand,

ALL THE BEST TO THE SPM CANDIDATES!

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaand,

CONGRATULATIONS TO BARACK OBAMA FOR BEING THE FIRST AFRICAN-AMERICAN PRESIDENT OF USA!

Loves!

A Need To Love

2008-11-07T20:38:00.007+08:00

Today's the last day of school! For me :) Gonna skip school the whole week next week then HOLIDAYS! Went to school and chilled in class with Joel, Gerald and Danial. We were super bored, and we talked crap all the way. After school, Joel, Chee Meng and Jane came over! Jane and Chee Meng almost made me chocked when we were laughing like crazy during lunch. Stupid weii. I can't even carry the tray properly, all thanks to those two. So Joel came later on and we decided to watch Wanted and Chee Meng was paying so much attention on the movie while Jane and i were acting blur. Joel explained it to me in the end. Heeeee :)

Loves!

Tagged by Priya

2008-11-07T17:22:00.002+08:00

Never see the questions before you arrange the names
1. Joel
2. Joyce
3. Maryanne
4. Afiqah
5. Nisha

1. How did you meet 1?
We were in the same class in standard 3

2.On scale of 1 to 10 rate your frienship with 1- >10!
9.99! <3

3.How long have you known 4?
Four years

4.How do you know 3?
She was always with me when i was lonely in form 1

5.Where's 5?
In JB :(

6.A fact of 1.
Always there for me when i need a shoulder to cry on and an ear to listen

7.Who is 4 goin out with?
Confidential

8.What does 1 do for a living?
Still a student

9.Would you live with 3?
Most definitely!

10.What do you like about 2?
Everything! Her kind heart and a good friend

11.Do you miss 5?
Alot! :(

12.Would you make out of 4?
Eeew, no -_-

13.What's your opinion on 2?
A great friend

14.What's your favourite memory with 5?
Both of us getting lost in OU ( i know )

5.What will you do if 1 & 2 were going out?
Hmmmm :O

16.Ever had a long conversation with 5?
Yeah! :D

17.Have you ever slept at 2's house?
Sadly, no :(

18.Do you hang out with 3 alot?
Used to

19.Who have you known the longest?
Number 1 :D

20.What will happen if 1 & 5 have a relationship?
Nahh, that will never happen :O?

21.How often do you talk with 1?
Everyday, everytime

22.What about 2?
Once in awhile on MSN

23.Have you ever thought 3 more than a friend?
Yeah, sweetheart! <3

24.Would you go on a date with 5?
Haha, probably

25.Do you dream about 2?
Yeah

26.What did 4 did to you that you can never forget?
Making me go high in class :)

27.What have you done to 1 that person never forget?
Giving him support and care <3

28.What's 3 hobby?
Definitely hanging out

29.Tag more people
Jane and Chee Meng

Never Let Go

2008-11-05T18:38:00.005+08:00

Just finished watching Titanic. I've watched this movie for more than like 10 times and i still never got tired of it. It still brings tears to my eyes. The saddest part was when Jack died, and Rose said, "I will never let go" Which was so touching. It's really sad to see two people who are in love and can't be together. And not only that, the stupidity of differentiating between first and third classes people. I mean, who cares if you're first class and your friend's third class? It's totally stupid. Oh come of it.

Leonardo DiCaprio and Kate Winslet were awesome! :)

Loves!

It's Over!

2008-11-05T15:08:00.002+08:00

Awesome! Today's the end of finals :D Got lots of plans during the holidays. Next year's already SPM so better enjoy our holidays as much as we can :)

Loves!

Hopeless Feelings

2008-11-01T18:29:00.003+08:00

This morning did Add Math. Definitely prefer Add Math than Chemistry. I left Chemistry 1 and 3, Moral and Add Math. Oh and not forgetting PJ and Sivik! What a joy.

So went to Brenda's house and watched Mamma Mia, again. Yes, again. But somehow i never got tired of it. Hmmm. Then mom dropped me off at Gerald's house. Gerald went for trick-or-treating last night for Halloween and gave Joel and i some candies. So we talked and talked till like 6 and Joel and i went home. So here i am.

Anyways, imma go study and crack my head for Chemistry now.

Cornered Up

2008-10-30T22:13:00.004+08:00

I was all in a happy mood today and goodness knows why. I kept smiling and probably was because i knew that i was gonna fail my Bio and hell right i am! I totally screwed paper 3. HAHA, sad. Chemistry was hmmmm, okay i guess.

Anyways, Mr Pang brought McD to tuition today and he gave a packet of fries to me! :O I refused to take it and heeee, you know why and he insisted. I left the packet of fries on the table and Kennard was eating it and persuading me to eat it. Temptation is bad, Kennard. So the both of us went high as usual and oh yeah! It was out last day today for our add math class till December. Then during Chemistry, somehow everyone was in a happy mood. Heee! Dropped Gerald back later on.

Got home, tried talking to mommy dearest and she was only paying attention at my idiotic brothers. I was seriously pissed and then while i'm blogging this post, she came busting into the room and scolded me about how the hell i should study. Oh my goodness. My problem, my life! Gosh! Why does she have to spoilt everything?!

Wish

2008-10-27T00:00:00.001+08:00

HAPPY DEEPAVALI! :D

Shop Loads

2008-10-26T20:08:00.007+08:00

So went to KLCC today to attend the Philharmonic Orchestra. The last time i went was in like, December and that was to watch the Christmas Carols. So this time, it was The Classic Buskers. Interesting, really :) So after the play, we went walking around KLCC and got myself two pairs of shorts and a blouse. ROMP! :) Oh dang, i want a Chanel purse :( But i'm happy with what i have ;D Then got a text message from Nisha quote, "I'M BACK!" I miss her loads!

Glad i could cheer you up, sayang :D

oh and not forgetting ,

HAPPY SWEET 16TH, ROSHNI! :)

Apology

2008-10-25T22:15:00.003+08:00

Joel, Chee Meng and Jane ;

I'm sorry for the way i acted. It has been real stupid. You guys are really really important to me and seriously, i don't know what i'll do without you guys. I've known you guys my entire life and you guys are like, real important to me. I can't forgive myself whenever i've hurt you guys and you especially. Do forgive my foolish acts and the stupidity in me right now.

I'm terribly sorry :(
Especially to you, sayang :(

ILYG!

Relp!

2008-10-25T21:25:00.006+08:00

Soooooooooooooo;

BM and English were ok. History was like, HAHAHAHA! Need i say more? Physics was friggin' shit okayyy? And the Bio 2 questions were all from the past years' SPM papers. What the hell righttt? Modern Math was okay i guess.

So i have Chemistry, Add Math, Bio 1 and 3 to go. Oh and not forgetting PJ and Sivik. Oh, what joy -_- Imma like, crack my head for Bio and Chemistry. I'm friggin' blur in Chemistry especially. That's the wonders for not paying attention in class x) Oh well, that's life.

Tomorrow

2008-10-19T22:54:00.004+08:00

Finals begins tomorrow, starting with BM :O

ALL THE BEST, hunnies! :DD

It's a little too early to go to bed but i'm completely wiped out :)

Lim Mei Wei

2008-10-17T22:29:00.005+08:00

HAPPY advanced SWEET 16TH, MEI WEI! :)

I know it's a little too early to wish you but since your birthday's next week [23rd of October] i thought of wishing you now since i got exams and won't be able to come online.

Ok, so we haven't seen each other in awhile and dang, woman! I miss all the fun times we had. Haha. I haven't seen you since Standard 6 but hope to meet up with you someday. Sorry i won't be able to make it to your party. I miss you loads! <3

Tagged by Chee Meng

2008-10-17T21:04:00.002+08:00

Instructions: Remove 1 question from below and add in a personal question, make it a total of 19 questions. Then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged.

1. What is it that bothers you the most?
- exams and results

2. What is your most favourite thing to do?
- hanging out with friends and loved one

3. What is the motto of your life?
- get my own car, my own house

4. What will you do when you're feeling angry/disappointed with someone?
- sooo not talking to that person

5. What is the most important thing to you?
- studies, money, my loved one :)

6. Do you believe you can survive without money?
- hell no

7. What do you feel like doing right now?
- going somewhere high and scream my lungs out!

8. If there’s someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
- hmmmmm

9. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
- great sense of humour, huge and a smartass :D

10.What is the question that you can't find an answer?
- why are parents so darn annoying?

11. Do you think friendship important than loveship?
- yeahhh

12. If you had to eat one thing for the rest of your life, what would it be?
- grilled salmon :P

13. If you had a choice to be rich or happy, which one would you pick?
- can i pick both?

14.If you have a chance, which part of your character you would like to change?
- my sarcasm and my temper

15. How do you see yourself in 10 years time?
- graduated and being succesful

16. What is the one thing you love about yourself?
- hmmmmm

17. If you can bring only one thing along with you to another world, what would it be?
- my loved one ;D

18. Are you afraid of pain ?
- depends

19. What is the one thing you're afraid to lose the most right now?
- my sayang :(

People i tagged :
- anyone :D

Tagged by Cheryl

2008-10-16T15:56:00.004+08:00

Instructions: Tag 8 people. List them out at the end of the post. Notify them in their cbox that they've been tagged. Whoever does the tag will have blessings from all.

People i tagged:
- anyone
- who
- is
- reading
- this
- you've
- been
- tagged

1. Who are you?
- someone

2. Who is more important to you?
- my loved one

3. How often do you think of committing suicide?
- quite a number of times, hmmmm

4. Do you think you have enough confidence?
- not really :(

5. How many babies you want?
- hmmm, dunno

6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
- yep :p

7. What is your goal for this year?
- pass my finals :(

8. Do you believe in eternity love?
- i guess

9. What's a perfect boyfriend like to you?
- nobody's perfect

10. What feeling do you love most?
- loved, appreciated and happy :D

11. What are the requirements you wish from the other half?
- hmmmm

12. Is there anything you wanna tell the people you hate?
- nothing at all

13. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
- all the time

14. What does flying means to you?
- being free

15. What do you crave for the most currently?
- starbucks ice-blended mocha

16. Who's hotter? Chace Crawford or Kevin Peake?
- Chace Crawford!

17. Describe the person who tagged you in 5 words.
- naughty, naughty, naughty, naughty, funny :)

18. What have you done to yourself to make yourself happy?
- loads of stuff

19. If time were to rewind, when will you want it to be?
- form 1 days :(

20. What are your fear(s)?
- failing, people shouting while talking on the phone and being left out

Mamma Mia

2008-10-12T20:20:00.005+08:00

Last night, dad bought tickets for Mamma Mia. Let's just say, the movie was A.W.E.S.O.M.E! I couldn't stop singing and dancing during and after the movie. I've never been this excited before while watching a movie ;D Mom and dad were the loudest while they were laughing. HAHA! It was amazing. Then, got two grandmas, who went into the cinema late and started talking non-stop and i was like, URGH! Then the lady who was sitting on my left shooshed them up. Oh, thank goodness. Dang, i love the songs Lay all Your Love On Me, Mamma Mia and Dancing Queen. The one thing funny was, seeing Pierce Brosnan sing! :D

ABBA will never die :) Currently addicted ABBA again.

Really wished you were there :(

The Finals

2008-10-12T19:49:00.006+08:00

An idiot, who goes by the name of Chee Meng [sorry, Chee Meng ;D] was scaring me about exams and all. Finals is like in one week time and i haven't started studying on Modern Math, History and Chemistry. I feel useless at times. But i just love doing Add Math. Add Math, i know ;) Everyone's struggling for finals especially for the PMR and SPM candidates [ALL THE BEST] Jane is like, in total peer pressure right now. CHILL, BABE! Gonna skip school for a week then EXAMS! Oh, jolly. Mary was all high when we were talking about Mr Yu. HAHAHA! I know, of all things to talk about. Aww man. IS THERE A PANIC BUTTON ANYWHERE? I'm panicking here.

Anyways, all the best in your exams! :)

Spring Waltz

2008-10-11T09:44:00.003+08:00

Ok, i dunno what's gotten into me but i'm once again (yes, again) addicted to Spring Waltz. I know exam's coming and all so once finals' over, i'm gonna watch the drama like one sucker and watch my ass grow bigger ;D I seriously just can't get enough of it. Especially Daniel Henny. Owhh *drools*