Don't Say, "Whatever"

I've been rotting at home for 2 days now after SPM ended, thank goodness on the evening after Chemistry 3 Priya called me and saved my day! :) I owe her a BIG thank you.

I am currently waiting for someone to ask me out. I haven't gone out with any of my TTDI friends yet and i'm still waiting for Jane's reply :( Just because of SPM, i've missed New Moon, Jennifer's Body, 2012, Harry Potter, and whatnot. How pathetic can i get? I'm still waiting for Joel to download The Reader! I've been wanting to watch that, badly.

Ok, imma rot now. Toodles, dear ones! <3

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A New Beginning

I've forgotten how to blog O.O

I iz happy because;

SPM's over

i don't have to wear uniforms no more

i'm going to college, yo!

i don't have to see any of their faces again

i don't have to feel guilty about not studying

i'll be driving, very very soon 0:)

i don't have to sing school songs, national anthem and erm, some more what ah?

i can watch as many movies as i want now

i get to pierce my tongue :D if i want to

as many tattoos on me bottom! Harhar.

I iz sad because;

i'm gonna miss high school :')

Neither Will You

Too many stuff had been happening and i can't take the frustrations any longer. I'm not gonna crawl back to you anymore and apologize. I'm not gonna forgive you easily as i had always. I'm gonna put my feelings and emotions i have towards you one side.

IT'S OVER!

Somehow, i've never gotten tired of Mamma Mia and Hairspray :)

All the best for the PMR and SPM candidates, 09!

Because I Told You So

Finally, after 3 hard, long weeks aching our asses and backs and heads, trial examination is finally over! Needless to say, add math is screwed. I definitely screwed Physics 3 and i'm dead for Chemistry. Shall i say more?

Oh and before i forget, Selamat Hari Raya! :)

You know, some people can actually study during the holidays. Wow, when can i ever do that? -.-

Ok, so i'm terribly mad beyond words can describe. I'm mad..

-at the effin' internet for being so damn nuisance.
-at the stupid Astro for going haywire.
-my phone for switching off all the time whenever i'm text messaging
-at Kanye West for being a complete motherfucking jackass.
-at the damn weather

Yes, i'm extremely mad and i swear to God i can stranggle someone right now. I don't know why is everything going mother effin' wrong! Ugh!~ I just feel like smashing the effin' computer to bits for being such a bitch.

What the fuck is the world turning into?

Everything went wrong today [!]

And yes, i despise Kanye West and Chris Brown.

Falling Over

Oh hello, loves;

First of all, trials is over! Wheee!

Second of all,

Happy 17th Birthday,

Jane! Justin! Munirah! Gerald! Maryanne! :)

Holidays are here! :) Happy, happy, happy.

Toodles, peeps.

Wave It High In The Air

Hello, my dears;

Today's the last day of holidays and nothing much had been going on lately. Trials is in 2 weeks times and i'm definitely screwed for that. Haven't been spending time with baby since the both of us had been drowning ourselves in books. We do things together, right sweetheart? :)

So, i haven't been sleeping well lately. One minute i'll be yawning till i could fall asleep on the couch and the next minute in bed, i could hardly close my eyes. Not only that, been getting loads of weird dreams. Mom said, "Try dreaming of us winning a lottery" :D Haha, i wish.

Anyways, will be going out soon.

Oh and before i forget,

Happy 52nd Independence, Malaysia! ;)

Irritability

Oh hello loveliesssssss ;)

Sorry for the lack of updates. Nothing much has been going on lately and i've been drowning myself in books.

I couldn't answer some questions during Biology class in tuition last week 'cause, MY BIO DICTIONARY WASN'T THERE WITH ME :'( Chee Meng has been so sweet, playing staplers with me. He's such a dear friend. Hehe, i was disturbing throughout Physics since Joel wasn't there me. I was dead lonely and Chee Meng eased my boredom. Thanks for the company, Chee Meng!

Last week, i went to school except for Saturday. Haha, yeah i know. Very few people attended school considering there were some students who got infected by the H1N1 virus. Everyday, we've been called down for an assembly and honestly, it was rather annoying. I actually thought the school was gonna closed down but sadly, it didn't. But school has been fun 'cause not many people attended school. Yes, we're the good ones who made it to school everyday.

Got assesments this week and today was Add Math and Sivik. Well, Add Math; you get the picture.

Gotta hit the books now. Toodles, dear ones ;)

She's All That

Happy 17th Birthday, Joyce!

I haven't seen you since last December. It's been terribly long since we both talked crap online. Furthermore, we're both currrently drowning in our studies right now. I miss you so much :( I hope you had a wonderful time today. All the best in your studies, hun! I love youuuu! :)

Beez Bottom

25th July

Happy 17th Birthday Mahirah & Munirah!

I know you guys are doing great at school. I miss you both so much. We must meet up someday, ok? I love you both! :)

Gonna take Scott out for a walk soon. Ttyl ;)

Malaysia has lost a talented person last night, Yasmin Ahmad. R.I.P.

Malaysia is not a dog-friendly country.

You're Still In Our Hearts

I just watched Larry King this afternoon and they were talking about Michael Jackson's memorial. It was so sad. When i watched it some nights ago, i couldn't stop crying when his daughter, Paris said those words. And those words after Jennifer Hudson sang Will You Be There. I love this song since like, 6? R.I.P, MJ.

School was ok today. I didn't know why i was so sleepy this morning. My ulcer's still killing. I could barely talk at first but then a little jokes here and there made the pain go away :)

It's been terribly long since i've called Mary, Afiqah and Nisha. I miss talking crap with Joyce :(

Ok, so what i've noticed for these past weeks is that, people tend to insult, be sarcastic, curse and swear and walk like clowns just to be cool. I mean, what's so cool about walking while hunching your back as though you got no backbones? What's so cool about being so friggin' sarcastic at others just 'cause you think it's amazingly funny? BOOHOO! It's not. I admit, i was extremely sarcastic when i first moved here but, i'm still working on it. Well, i admitted, did i? :) Joel gave me a long, hard lecture about my act when i came here. I got him to thank for.

Oh, whatever. What am i complaining about?

Oh God, please make the haze go away :(

Hold It!

"I'm sorry for recalling what happened. I just couldn't help myself. You're not in my shoes you wouldn't know how i feel everytime you mentioned him and her. Everytime i see people with similar faces i would just freeze on that very spot. Call me a drama queen, i don't give a crap. For all you know, i just can't forget it. It's not that i don't want to, it's just that i can't! But nothing can ever changed the past. But they don't seem to pass on like a flock of birds flying to the south when it's winter. I'm sorry"

I didn't get chosen for NS! :) But baby did. I'm more upset than he is. Let's just hope he'll get picked on the first batch. Honestly, i don't mind going.

Yesterday we went to the Cheer '09. Cyclonez and Sparkz did their best. I'm surprised Xavier didn't at least, get a runner-up.

It's already the month of July :/ Time's flying really, really fast. I decided to call my dear Nadiah, Noddy :) She and i were talking about MJ this morning, considering we had nothing better to do. Yes, we miss him very much.

It's just a random post. I don't want my blog to look dead :P

Wonders

When i went to school last Thursday, Danial came up to me and said, "Oh, Michael Jackson died." At first i didn't believe but then i looked up to Joel and he was like, "Yeah he died." I don't know why i'm pretty shocked about his death till now. He was only 50 :( So young. Like Elvis. He will be missed and remembered. I'm in love with his songs since 6, i think? But despite his scandals, plastic surgeries and weird behaviours, he's still the best dancer and singer i've known. I pity him more than despising him. Then, Farah Fawcette died 5 hours later after MJ's death. What a gloomy day in Hollywood that day.

Yeah, so i was dead bored at school these past few days. Picture days were on Wednesday and Thursday and we didn't study much for a couple of days. I've been a little off mood lately. I want baby here now :( Well, at least we got some time together at school yesterday considering there were no studies. Hee :)

R.I.P.

Kissing You Goodbye

Hello dear loveliess,

School was ok this week. Somehow the closer it is to exams the lazier i'll get. I don't know why. Earlier this year i kept studying and now i feel like my ass is growing bigger every second :O

So, my results were a total flop. I still don't understand how the hell could i get so low for my Physics and Biology when i studied like shit for both those subjects. Screw Chemistry. I'm dead anyways. But i know i gotta buck up this instant if i wanna do well in trials and SPM. Mom's thinking of putting me in KDU but it's expensive and i really don't mind HELP although the location of the college's funny.

Every little things you said and done, i will never forget.

There's no point grieving over the past for it is gone.

There's no point troubling our minds about the future for it has yet to come.

Live in the present to the fullest and make it worth remembering.

iLy.

Hoping It Will Stay This Way

School was fun today! :)
Results were a flop.
An ice-blended mocha is what i need at the moment.

Clean & Dry

Hello, :)

So nothing much happened during the holidays. As usual. Stayed at home after i screwed the day out with Afiqah :( We go out another day, no? Hee. Anyways, you know what i've just realized?

Malaysian toilets are NEVER clean! And if you want clean toilets, you gotta pay. Gosh, we need 2 bucks just to do our business. I mean, what the fuck.

Malaysian toilets are either clean and wet, or dirty and dry. Clean in the sense that there are no dirt around the toilet seats. The toilets will be wet with water all over the floor. And it'll stink, pretty bad. How come we don't have clean public toilets? When i was on my way to JB, my fam and i stopped at a rest house and the toilet stink like no one's business and it was wet. Yes, i hate wet toilets. I like my feet and shoes to be dry thanks. School toilets are the worst! Don't some people know how the word, "FLUSH" works? I mean, is it that hard to pull the effin' flush? Yeah, we're gonna waste tons of energy by doing that. The stench makes me hurl, and i swear i could throw up in there, anytime. I don't understand is it that difficult to keep the bathroom, at least dry? Even the sinks are filthy! Gosh! If you want clean, dry and odourless toilets, you gotta pay just to do your job. What the hell. Some people, after doing their business, they don't wash their hands! It's so effin' disgusting! Does it kill to wash their hands? Eew, i can't imagine that. You might think that i'm making a huge fuss just for people not washing their hands but imagine this; You're gonna meet a friend and that friend happened to came out from the bathroom without washing his/her hands and you shook his/her hands. You didn't even know whether he/she did the first business or the second. Urgh, the filth that has just been transferred to your hands.

I certainly don't understand what's so hard about keeping the toilets clean and why do some people have to step on the toilet bowl to do their jobs. I'll be laughing my ass off if their legs get stuck into the toilet bowl. Other countries can maintain the cleanliness of their bathrooms, why can't we? Is it that difficult? Their bathrooms are dry, clean, odourless and FREE!

Ok, i'm complaining too much. I'm living in this country so, gotta live with it. The weather's been hot, the days' been dull and i'm extremely bored.

Screw it.

Could It Be?

He won! He won!

Roger Federer won! :D

I'm so sorry Afiqah, i screwed the day. We go out some other days, no? :)

Suck It In

You know what i've just realized?

It's already the month of June! O.O Which leaves only *counting the months on my fingers* 6 months till SPM. The word SPM makes me shiver.

I gotta start on the Add Math project soon -.- Wow, we're given a project for Add Math. Fun, eh? Sickening.

It's just a random post. Just felt like blogging to fill my time. Hee :)

Till then, me lovelieees.

Kickin' It Back

Hello, me heartieeeeeeeeeeeeeeees ;)

I just got back from JB and Malacca yesterday. JB was boring and Malacca was so-so. The weather was killing. I almost died under the sun O.O But it rained at night so it was ok. I brought my Chemistry book for nothing considering i was too lazy to study. Hee :)

Loves!

Honey and Clover

Nisha sent me this funny text message;

Before love or wedding,

HeShe

Yes, i've waited so long for this.
Do you want me to leave?
No, don't even think about it.
Did you love me?
Yes, i did, i'm doing and i'll do.
Have you ever cheated on me?
I'll die than doing that.
Will you kiss me?
Surely, that's my pleasure.
Will you hurt me?
No way, i'm not that kind of person.
Can i trust you?
Yes.
Oh, dear.

To know after being loved or wedding, read it from the bottom to the top.

"It was the first time you ever did that to me. It hurt so much i felt like everything's spinning. I cry everytime i think about it. You promised never to do that to me again. We're both paying the price but i'm paying a much more heavier price than you and you can't deny that. I'm sorry i didn't care for your feelings, and yes i can't blame you for what's happened, happened. But i can never forgive and forget for what happened, it was a true nightmare. Listening to those words and that wasn't the first. Why must i apologized when i didn't even know what i've done wrong? You changed me. I died that night. You refused to listened to me and brought us into this mess. I feel mad everytime i think about it. But we can never change the past. But i still don't know why you're still so stubborn, and so am i. Both of us being stubborn will never bring us anywhere. Let time tell. That's all i could say. I can never forgive and forget for what they've said and now i got that song stuck in my head."

forgive, sounds good
forget, i'm not sure i could
they say, time heals everything
but i'm still waiting.

i'm not ready to make nice,
i'm not ready to back down,
i'm still mad as hell and i don't have time to go round and round and round
it's too late to make it right
i probably wouldn't if i could
'cause i'm mad as hell
can't bring myself to do what it is you think i should.

*Not Ready To Make Nice by Dixie Chicks.

Baby, you know i still do. You know i do. But if time is not on our side, what's the point?

It's A Little Too Much

Tomorrow's gonna be the last day of mid-terms! Sort of. But screw Sivik ;) It'll be Add Math paper 1 tomorrow D: The horror.

So i somehow can't stand people who are afraid of fury animals, and i certainly can't stand people who actually wear fur on their skins. It's just plain disgusting. Wearing something which they've killed, slaughtered and skinned. What an eye sore. The fucked up world doens't realized how many more animals we need to kill just for our clothes, bags, shoes and etc which cost more than we earn. It's glamorous, yes. But plain disgusting. Wearing and using something dead, can you imagine that?

I'm sorry. I just don't know why i'm a little off mood lately. I tend to get annoyed easily. I had a headache while doing the Add Math exam earlier on at school. Gosh.

I watched Oprah the other day, and they were talking about the number of animals; dogs and cats being killed everyday. More than a million. Tis' 'cause there are some irresponsible and forsaken people on Earth who own puppy canals and they just let the dogs breed and breed and breed till they die. They keep the puppies and cats in cages until they get sent to the pet shop. The cages are forever overcrowded and those poor animals are stepping on their feaces, urine and on top of each other. So, dog populations, over-populated. The dogs who don't get adopted will be put to sleep. How horrific! And they just throw their bodies away as if they were part of the garbage we throw out everyday. I teared. So shut up. Imagine if it happened to my dog. I'll cut those people's balls out, i swear. No one touches my dog. They treat animals as though they're objects. Dogs and cats have feelings too. These people should rot in hell.

To all animal haters out there, get a life.

Thanks for the birthday wish, everyone :)

The Scar Is Still There

Just a random post. Got a date with the books after this -.-

Bio 3 and Sejarah 3 were all crap :/ And for the first time in my life i had nothing to write about for English O.O

Congratulations to Kris Allen!

Although i was hoping Adam Lambert was gonna win. But congrats to both :)

&

Happy 17th Birthday, Rahimah!

I haven't seen you in goodness knows how many days and i miss you so so much! :(

Backing Out

Mid term's this Friday :/ So might not be blogging in awhile. I said, might. Hee.

Anyways,

ALL THE BEST IN YOUR EXAMS, EVERYONE! :)

This shows how bored i was.

I just wish we could go back to where we were.

Doodling Here And There

Hello, me heartiessss :)

Tomorrow's gonna be the school's sports day and i'm not intending to participate in whatsoever. So i decided to skip that and slot at home to buck up on my studies since exam's on the 15th. Yes, you can imagine the pressure O.O The horror.

School wasn't as much fun as it was this week. Gee, shocker -.- Everyone's been busy with the activities at school and i'm like, so effin' lonely in class. Danial didn't go to school today :( No wonder it was quiet. Nadiah was busy with her taekwandoe performances and Mani and Kim were no where to be seen. Joel and Gerald had classes and the others; well you get the picture. So practically i didn't have anyone and i was dead bored, sleepy, lonely and grumpy.

I practically got nothing much to blog since nothing much has been happening lately. Imma hit the books soon.

I want a laptop pretty bad :(

Help? Or maybe Taylor's :)

I miss the good ol' days.

You Jackass

fuckyou.fuckyou.fuckyou.

Down The Drain

The weather's been effin' hot i can die right now :/

While looking through some TTDI photos, i found theseeeeee! :D

Edisons :)

Audrey, Danesh and i ( i totally forgotten about this )

Me sweetie, Afiqah

Me mommy, Nisha

Seng Fatt, Danesh and Chong

form 2 :'(

Joyce Anthony :)

Danesh, Afiqah and i

Nav! :D heee

Form 3

Maryanne and Rahimah :)

Rahimah and the oh-so-chubby me

It'll Never Heal

Just wanna thank the people who helped me for these past few days. It's been rough. Honestly, i really wouldn't know what to do without you guys. I'm sorry if i've been such trouble lately. And i really appreciate you guys listening to every crap and shit that has been happening in my life. It has been a roller-coaster ride for me. I just needed someone to talk to considering i don't really have anyone at school.

I'm sick and tired putting a fake smile and laugh on my face every single time. Acting as if you're happy and you got nothing else on your mind, doesn't help sometimes. You look around, and you can see these happy faces. You look at yourself in the mirror thinking, "Why can't i be like them?" Maybe i'm being an idiot since i've been a little anti-social since i got here but, what the hell. Everyone i used to know, they don't know me anymore. I used to shout, laughed my lungs out, being so talkative in class but now, even i don't remember myself; When have i actually shouted and laughed my lungs out? When was the last time i used to talk without a full stop? *smirk* Even i don't remember.

Yes i'm staying strong for us, baby. We'll go around the rock together.

Thank you for your prayers, Joyce.

And to the others, thank you for everything.

I love you guys. Yes Mary, you too :)

Oh my, oh my. APRIL'S FINISHING SOON! :O

Why must time fly so fast? :'(

P for Pathetic

School has been awesome this week! :) All thanks to my lovely, Nadiah.

Somehow this year i feel like i have no social life. Was supposed to go out with Frisha, Joel, Danial, Gerald and Arifin but Frisha and Joel couldn't go so we cancelled the whole thing. I can't even go out. How pathetic can life get?

Yes Mei Wei, you better get many many pictures at Lee Hom's concert :( Me wanna go.

Thank you Mary and Pauline for making my night last night less suck. It's been an awful night last night. Really appreaciate it you guys. Mary's gonna be holy when she gets back from church camp. Nah, that'll never happen :) Remember what Audrey, Joyce and i did to you, Mary? Heee :) You should thank us.

As happy as i may sound, i'm not. I miss hanging out with Mary. I want Joyce to come back from Aussie. I wanna go out with Afiqah and Rahimah. I miss the twins.

Basically, i miss them very much :(

Get well soon, baby.

It's Been Terribly Long

I wanna go to David Archuleta and Lee Hom's concert :'(

Gah! I haven't been feeling myself lately. Even Jackie told me to chill. Oh, life sucks.

Yes, i'm extremely and terribly bored right now and i gotta hit the books soon.

Have you ever wondered whether it was the right thing to do after you get involved into anything?

Looking back, it wasn't.

I miss you, baby.

Those were the days :)

I miss you guys! :'(

Holding On

Yes, i've changed my blog skin, again :) And i think i'm sticking to this for now. Heee!

Anyways, everything's been a complete mess lately. I'm stressing out due to SPM and some other personal reasons. Honestly, i could just pass out any moment now. It's frightening sometimes O.O when you don't get things your way. Oh how frustrating!!

It's already April and i'm like freaking out 'cause SPM's in November and there's seriously no more time. I gotta slow down on the computer and text messaging. Gah! Life sucks. I can't even get tickets to David Archuleta's concert. How pathetic can i get?! Oh fuuuuuuuuck. Lee Hom's having a concert as well and i wanna go with Joel :(

I feel miserable. Not to mention upset. I don't wanna talk about it.

I HATE LIFE.

I love you, baby.

Sealed Lips

Everyone's been such a bitch lately. I mean literally.

The world's a damned place. Fuck it.

Oh and Happy April's Fool, asses. And happy birthday, dad :)

I Need Sweets :(

Hello, hello! :)

Well, this whole week of school has been a complete waste of time! We hardly studied. And the reason why i bother going was because of my results and boy, do i suck in Chemistry and Bio O.O Shit shit i'm screwed!!!

Anyways, life has been a complete mess this week and i'm not too happy about it. GOSH!! I hate life sometimes. Sorry to say.

Oh well, life goes on. Catcha loveliess later! :)

EARTH HOUR WAS A FAILURE IN MY OPINION.

He's Old!

Happy 17th Birthday, Chee Meng!

26th March

Oh my gosh, i can't believe you're already 17! Dang O.O It seemed like only yesterday you and i were in 6 Arif laughing with Hui Yew and Sin Chuen. Hahaha, good times. Thanks for being an awesome friend and i wanna thank you again for always being there for me and giving me great advice :) Really appreciate them. Hope you had a great birthday! :) Love ya!

Sorry about the picture. Hee! Jane's gonna kill me O.O

Stoned

School starts again tomorrow :(

Happy 6th Birthday, Serafina :)

Lots of love.

Honourable Speakers

Scott got a haircut! :)

I love his little shoes. Heee :D

Leaving for the orchestra in 15 minutes.

Till then, me loveliesss :)

Finally, It's Done!

Thank you, Audrey and Mei Wei :) for helping me with my blog.
I love, love, love :D

Me love you both big times!

Loves!

Craving For More

i miss you :(

A Peace of Joint

Hello, me loveliessss ;)

March test is finally done. So now i'm looking forward for the mid-terms. Yay! -.- I totally screwed Chemistry and Bio. And i also screwed the graph in Add Math. I'm screwed O.O We got one week school hollies now and i need time to buck up on my form 4 syllabus or i swear i'm dead for good.

Few days ago were the results for the 2008 SPMers;

Congratulations to all 2008 SPMers! :) Especially to the ones who scored straight A's. Especially to you, Kim Heng :)

I felt odd when i saw some of them crying. Tears of joy, tears of sorrow.

I just feel like getting away from here with you.
Anywhere doesn't matter as long as i'm with you.
I can't take it anymore. It's just too much.
The screaming, the yelling. I hate it!

Favourable Horses

Well, tomorrow's gonna be BM, Mod. Math and Moral. Hohoho, Moral -.- anywho, i'll be sitting for the March exams the whole week so, yeah. I'm screwed. Like you care.

So Saturday morning. Before that, I would like to thank Mary for borrowing me her school shirt and dumping me for ******* after that and i would also like to thank Suren for helping me getting passed the discipline teacher :) How frustrating. She questioned too much. I should've said i wanted to burn the school to the ground -.- Anyways, Suren helped me passed through and goodness knows how Joel managed to sneaked in without the teacher noticing. Anyways, i finally got to meet up with many many of the primary schoolmates. "Oh, Bernice Tan!" they must say.

FranciskaBernice

*hugs*

you know, we have something similar after 5 years not seeing each other.

you realized it too?

yeah, nice braces.

Yvonne showed Joel and i around. Finally got to meet up with Ann Huei and Keeren :) But the sad thing was, Brandon, Nikesh and Sin Chuen weren't there. Pity. Moving on, Yew Weng was also there and Hui Yew came jumping in front of me. Yew Weng, Hui Yew, Joel, Franciska and i laughed like mad. Hahaha, Hui Yew. Samantha, Lee Wei, Lavennash, Meng Yee and Shahrul were there too. It was fun. Then Joel and i had a very hard time getting out from the school. Students wearing the school shirt aren't allowed to go out till 12. Ahhh! I was wearing another white shirt inside so Keeren showed me where the girls' room is. You need a prefect with you to use the toilet. AH! I need a prefect with me to pee! Grand. So Joel and i finally got out, thanks to Keeren and another indian dude whom i've forgotten your name :) Yes, Franciska. We should really go out :D

Till then, me loveliessss :)

Hell On Earth

Hello, me loveliessss ;)

I've been feeling extremely frustrated lately. Schools and exams - They've been tormenting my life for the past 11 years. I just feel like this year, i got nothing else better to do other than studying, studying and studying. School has been a real drag lately. Like today, i don't remember studying at all :O I don't see the point going to school anymore. The only reason why i go to school is to just get on with Modern Math and Add Math and i don't regret it :) Exam's next week and i seriously gotta buck up with Biology and History.
These two kill :/

I was supposed to go to SMKTBM sports day tomorrow but Mary called and told me that outsiders aren't allowed in -.- Well, i don't care i'll be going anyways. It's been long since i saw Nikesh, Kar Ting, Chin, Mary, Keeren, Hui Yew and the rest of my primary besties :) Well anyways, Mary told me that theywill be bringing their school t-shirts for me and Joel just in case. Gosh, they're so niceee :D Oh God, help us out tomorrow.

As for now, tuition's starting in half and hour's times so that's all for now me loveliess :)

Loves!

Jiggled Up

School was as usual, tiring and suffocating. Exam's like, in 2 weeks and seriously i gotta buck up on my Chemistry and History especially. Shooot O.O Is koko that important? I wonder -.- I mean, i'm too lazy to go for PBSM. Back in TTDI i didn't even go for one meeting cause it was like, inactive and lazy ;D but after i left the school last year, PBSM was suddenly active. That's so odd. But, it's like important to further your studies and stuff. Oh well, i'll try making up my mind to stay back or not to stay back tomorrow. Haha, lazy me ;P

Happy 9th Months Anniversary, baby! ;)

Yes, we've been through so much especially this year. Everything just seemed like a roller-coaster. Honestly, it's not easy for us both to hold on this long. But despite everything, i'm still happy to have you in my life. I thank you for always being there for me and listening to every of my crap ;) and making me feel secure especially when i'm around those guys. You know who i mean :)

ILY! <3

A Day Without You

A. Attached or single?
- attached

B. Best friend?
- they know who they are ;)

C. Cake or pie?
- cheese cake! ;P

D. Day of choice?
- hmmm, friday perhaps?

E. Essential item?
- my cell, ipod and purse ;)

F. Favorite color?
- black :D

G. Gummy bears or worm?
- wormsssss

H. Hometown?
- kl

I. Favorite indulgence?
- yogurt ice cream! :P

J. January or July?
- January. Goodness knows why -.-

K. Kids?
- we'll see :O

L. Life isn't complete without?
- my loved ones

M. Marriage date?
- hold that

N. Number of magazine subscriptions?
- ehh, none :D

O. Oranges or apples?
- green apples :)

P. Phobias?
- anything that crawls :/

Q. Quotes?
- time sure has a funny way of telling things

R. Reasons to smile?
- you don't need a reason to smile

S. Season of choice?
- spring :)

T. Tag 10 people.
- i'm too lazy to tag :O heeee

U. Unknown fact about me?
- i dance :D

V. Vegetable?
- brocolli ;P

W. Worst habit?
- not knowing how to say hello

X. X-ray or ultrasound?
- huh? -.-

Y. Your favorite food?
- banana leaf rice! :)

Z. Zodiac sign?
- gemini

Helladay

O' Lord, bless them all.

Thanks for the flowers, baby :) i really do love them.

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY :)

There's Something About Them

School today was kinda fun. At first. I was so high especially during English. Everything was like, perfect. Then later, at like 1.30 the school bell rang and we were once again, forced to gather for an assembly. At 1.30 do you know how hot it was?! We were all suffering and i gotta admit, i'd rather stay in class and listen to all the blabber by Cik Rozita's annoying voice and pay attention at nothing during Sivik than standing outside under the sun. Shit, i hate this principal. He just made my day -.- Back in class, i felt like stabbing the teacher since she kept repeating the same old thing over and over for weeks and for the first time Nadiah got annoyed as well :/

Now imma do my homework. Dang it -.-

Joel, i'm too lazy XD

Loves!

Healing Fingers

When everything seems lost and gone,

I will stand by your side and our love will work everything through.

You were always there for me,

listening to me,

giving me your shoulders to lie on,

giving me a pat on the back when i'm down,

cooling me down when i'm mad,

making me feel wanted and appreciated.

iLy.

&

MIND YOUR OWN BUSINESS, *insert names*

You Oughta Know

Have you ever felt so lonely that you could've smashed your head against the wall?

Have you ever felt so left out even when there are 40 over people in a room?

Have you ever been hurt by someone you don't even talk to?

Have you ever cried yourself to sleep for countless nights?

Have you ever wondered why isn't anyone talking to you?

Have you ever wondered what you did wrong until you're thrown aside?

Have you ever felt like you're part of the wall?

Have you ever tried to talk to someone but they just act as if you're talking to the wall?

Have you ever been humiliated and insulted by people you don't even talk to?


I have.

The Colours In Life

Played fireworks with Joel, Kennard, Gerald and Danial last Saturday. Joel brought back some fireworks from Penang and it was fun. After an hour and a half finishing the fireworks and laughing our asses off, we chilled at Gerald's. The boys were playing with Gerald's BB Guns and i sat there looking blurly at them while they were shooting at each other and talking about what kinda guns are these and these. Boys and their toys. So anyways, we played twister not long after that and started talking crap later on. Went home at around 10.50.

Dang it, can't see a thing -.-

Gerald's room

Kennard pointing at Gerald ;O

Joel and Kennard :)

A friend of mine got mugged while he was walking home one night. DON'T WALK HOME ALONE AT NIGHT!

Loves!