A Sad New Beginning

I'm still fucked up about the countdown at Curve but what the heck.

Today's the last day of school hollies and i'm extremely, extremely in deep depression now.

Tomorrow's gonna be the first day of school and yeah, i'm still upset about it. SPM year *claps*

I'm just so fucked up pissed and mad right now.

My resolutions for the year 2009 :

1. Study very, very, very hard

2. Do my very best in SPM *knocking head against the wall*

3. Don't think about him too much

4. Stay out of trouble

5. Spend less time on text messaging, phone calls and the computer

2008 has been an awesome, yet devastating year for me. Honestly. In a new school, new friends, caught up with the old, hung out with the new. But i don't know. I can't say that i enjoyed myself much at school 'cause i just couldn't fit in. I'm not looking forward to go back at all. But all the bittersweet memories with them, it's just nice ;) Great people. I just feel so broken-hearted right now. Now i know why some girls take overdose sleeping pills or jumping off buildings. I know how they feel. I'm suicidal. Thank you for sharing that information. Love is blind. So they say.

Have a Wonderful Year, Everyone! ;)