You Jackass

fuckyou.fuckyou.fuckyou.

Down The Drain

The weather's been effin' hot i can die right now :/

While looking through some TTDI photos, i found theseeeeee! :D

Edisons :)

Audrey, Danesh and i ( i totally forgotten about this )

Me sweetie, Afiqah

Me mommy, Nisha

Seng Fatt, Danesh and Chong

form 2 :'(

Joyce Anthony :)

Danesh, Afiqah and i

Nav! :D heee

Form 3

Maryanne and Rahimah :)

Rahimah and the oh-so-chubby me

It'll Never Heal

Just wanna thank the people who helped me for these past few days. It's been rough. Honestly, i really wouldn't know what to do without you guys. I'm sorry if i've been such trouble lately. And i really appreciate you guys listening to every crap and shit that has been happening in my life. It has been a roller-coaster ride for me. I just needed someone to talk to considering i don't really have anyone at school.

I'm sick and tired putting a fake smile and laugh on my face every single time. Acting as if you're happy and you got nothing else on your mind, doesn't help sometimes. You look around, and you can see these happy faces. You look at yourself in the mirror thinking, "Why can't i be like them?" Maybe i'm being an idiot since i've been a little anti-social since i got here but, what the hell. Everyone i used to know, they don't know me anymore. I used to shout, laughed my lungs out, being so talkative in class but now, even i don't remember myself; When have i actually shouted and laughed my lungs out? When was the last time i used to talk without a full stop? *smirk* Even i don't remember.

Yes i'm staying strong for us, baby. We'll go around the rock together.

Thank you for your prayers, Joyce.

And to the others, thank you for everything.

I love you guys. Yes Mary, you too :)

Oh my, oh my. APRIL'S FINISHING SOON! :O

Why must time fly so fast? :'(

P for Pathetic

School has been awesome this week! :) All thanks to my lovely, Nadiah.

Somehow this year i feel like i have no social life. Was supposed to go out with Frisha, Joel, Danial, Gerald and Arifin but Frisha and Joel couldn't go so we cancelled the whole thing. I can't even go out. How pathetic can life get?

Yes Mei Wei, you better get many many pictures at Lee Hom's concert :( Me wanna go.

Thank you Mary and Pauline for making my night last night less suck. It's been an awful night last night. Really appreaciate it you guys. Mary's gonna be holy when she gets back from church camp. Nah, that'll never happen :) Remember what Audrey, Joyce and i did to you, Mary? Heee :) You should thank us.

As happy as i may sound, i'm not. I miss hanging out with Mary. I want Joyce to come back from Aussie. I wanna go out with Afiqah and Rahimah. I miss the twins.

Basically, i miss them very much :(

Get well soon, baby.

It's Been Terribly Long

I wanna go to David Archuleta and Lee Hom's concert :'(

Gah! I haven't been feeling myself lately. Even Jackie told me to chill. Oh, life sucks.

Yes, i'm extremely and terribly bored right now and i gotta hit the books soon.

Have you ever wondered whether it was the right thing to do after you get involved into anything?

Looking back, it wasn't.

I miss you, baby.

Those were the days :)

I miss you guys! :'(

Holding On

Yes, i've changed my blog skin, again :) And i think i'm sticking to this for now. Heee!

Anyways, everything's been a complete mess lately. I'm stressing out due to SPM and some other personal reasons. Honestly, i could just pass out any moment now. It's frightening sometimes O.O when you don't get things your way. Oh how frustrating!!

It's already April and i'm like freaking out 'cause SPM's in November and there's seriously no more time. I gotta slow down on the computer and text messaging. Gah! Life sucks. I can't even get tickets to David Archuleta's concert. How pathetic can i get?! Oh fuuuuuuuuck. Lee Hom's having a concert as well and i wanna go with Joel :(

I feel miserable. Not to mention upset. I don't wanna talk about it.

I HATE LIFE.

I love you, baby.

Sealed Lips

Everyone's been such a bitch lately. I mean literally.

The world's a damned place. Fuck it.

Oh and Happy April's Fool, asses. And happy birthday, dad :)