Honey and Clover

Nisha sent me this funny text message;

Before love or wedding,

HeShe

Yes, i've waited so long for this.
Do you want me to leave?
No, don't even think about it.
Did you love me?
Yes, i did, i'm doing and i'll do.
Have you ever cheated on me?
I'll die than doing that.
Will you kiss me?
Surely, that's my pleasure.
Will you hurt me?
No way, i'm not that kind of person.
Can i trust you?
Yes.
Oh, dear.

To know after being loved or wedding, read it from the bottom to the top.

"It was the first time you ever did that to me. It hurt so much i felt like everything's spinning. I cry everytime i think about it. You promised never to do that to me again. We're both paying the price but i'm paying a much more heavier price than you and you can't deny that. I'm sorry i didn't care for your feelings, and yes i can't blame you for what's happened, happened. But i can never forgive and forget for what happened, it was a true nightmare. Listening to those words and that wasn't the first. Why must i apologized when i didn't even know what i've done wrong? You changed me. I died that night. You refused to listened to me and brought us into this mess. I feel mad everytime i think about it. But we can never change the past. But i still don't know why you're still so stubborn, and so am i. Both of us being stubborn will never bring us anywhere. Let time tell. That's all i could say. I can never forgive and forget for what they've said and now i got that song stuck in my head."

forgive, sounds good
forget, i'm not sure i could
they say, time heals everything
but i'm still waiting.

i'm not ready to make nice,
i'm not ready to back down,
i'm still mad as hell and i don't have time to go round and round and round
it's too late to make it right
i probably wouldn't if i could
'cause i'm mad as hell
can't bring myself to do what it is you think i should.

*Not Ready To Make Nice by Dixie Chicks.

Baby, you know i still do. You know i do. But if time is not on our side, what's the point?