Wednesday, April 22, 2009

It'll Never Heal

Just wanna thank the people who helped me for these past few days. It's been rough. Honestly, i really wouldn't know what to do without you guys. I'm sorry if i've been such trouble lately. And i really appreciate you guys listening to every crap and shit that has been happening in my life. It has been a roller-coaster ride for me. I just needed someone to talk to considering i don't really have anyone at school.

I'm sick and tired putting a fake smile and laugh on my face every single time. Acting as if you're happy and you got nothing else on your mind, doesn't help sometimes. You look around, and you can see these happy faces. You look at yourself in the mirror thinking, "Why can't i be like them?" Maybe i'm being an idiot since i've been a little anti-social since i got here but, what the hell. Everyone i used to know, they don't know me anymore. I used to shout, laughed my lungs out, being so talkative in class but now, even i don't remember myself; When have i actually shouted and laughed my lungs out? When was the last time i used to talk without a full stop? *smirk* Even i don't remember.

Yes i'm staying strong for us, baby. We'll go around the rock together.

Thank you for your prayers, Joyce.

And to the others, thank you for everything.

I love you guys. Yes Mary, you too :)

Oh my, oh my. APRIL'S FINISHING SOON! :O

Why must time fly so fast? :'(

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